This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
I got eyes in the back of my head
Your halo is turning red
Fooling around
Knocking me off my cloud
You're talking about your mischievous ways
Boy it's painted all over your face
Stealing a kiss
Mysterious whispers
A thorn in my pride
I'm still by your side
But one day
I'm walking away
The tide is gonna turn
I'm gonna find my place
Give me
A reason to stay
I want to be your lover
Baby but you can't behave
Remember the days
And the hollywood nights
What happened to paradise
Stolen away
Knocking a place in now
Cause rumors are flying
That I can't avoid
Are they true
Or am I paranoid
Living like this
Is driving me crazy
So make up your mind
You're running out of time
Cause one day
I'm walking away
The tide is gonna turn
I'm gonna find my place
Give me a reason to stay
I want to be your lover
Baby but you can't behave
Aho
Ease all of my worries
And please don't make me play the fool
Aho
Baby don't won't cha hurry
You don't know what you're gonna lose
Cause one day
I'm walking away
The tide is gonna turn
I'm gonna find my place
Give me a reason to stay
I want to be your lover
Baby but you can't be
One day I'm walking away
The tide is gonna turn
I'm gonna find my place
Give me a reason to stay
I want to be your lover
Baby but you can't behave
Oh baby but you can't behave
Oh baby but you can't behave
Your halo is turning red
Fooling around
Knocking me off my cloud
You're talking about your mischievous ways
Boy it's painted all over your face
Stealing a kiss
Mysterious whispers
A thorn in my pride
I'm still by your side
But one day
I'm walking away
The tide is gonna turn
I'm gonna find my place
Give me
A reason to stay
I want to be your lover
Baby but you can't behave
Remember the days
And the hollywood nights
What happened to paradise
Stolen away
Knocking a place in now
Cause rumors are flying
That I can't avoid
Are they true
Or am I paranoid
Living like this
Is driving me crazy
So make up your mind
You're running out of time
Cause one day
I'm walking away
The tide is gonna turn
I'm gonna find my place
Give me a reason to stay
I want to be your lover
Baby but you can't behave
Aho
Ease all of my worries
And please don't make me play the fool
Aho
Baby don't won't cha hurry
You don't know what you're gonna lose
Cause one day
I'm walking away
The tide is gonna turn
I'm gonna find my place
Give me a reason to stay
I want to be your lover
Baby but you can't be
One day I'm walking away
The tide is gonna turn
I'm gonna find my place
Give me a reason to stay
I want to be your lover
Baby but you can't behave
Oh baby but you can't behave
Oh baby but you can't behave
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