I felt the blisters
Below the words
A universe waiting to explode

And I felt the words crawl out of my skull
And now you know
Exactly what you should

Don't bother pretending I seem fine
I like that I'm a mess
I can't stand it much longer in my head
I think it's time for bullets

Became so-so suicidal
And now I know the ugly from the good

Don't bother pretending I seem fine
I like that I'm a mess
I can't stand it much longer in my head
I think it's time for bullets

Don't bother pretending I seem fine
I'm trying to confess
I can't stand it much longer in my head
But it's not time for bullets



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    This song is pretty obviously about a person who generally feels like a mess and is depressed or has been going through a rough time. The first two parts sound like he finally told someone how he's been feeling and about how unhappy he's been, probably for the first time, instead of keeping everything inside ("I felt the words crawl out of my skull and now you know exactly what you should"), and how that was a hard step to take and could've all blown up in his face depending on the reaction ("felt the blisters below the words...").

    The way he's been feeling has been part of him for a long time and he doesn't want to hide it anymore ("don't bother pretending...I like that I'm a mess"). And while sometimes he doesn't feel like he can handle it or doesn't want to deal with it anymore and thinks about suicide ("I can't stand it much longer in my head, I think it's time for bullets"), in the end he's trying to talk about it instead ("trying to confess") and probably just wants to feel better and be okay instead of killing himself ("but it's not time for bullets").

    staynighton August 12, 2009   Link
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    It's about someone who is thinking about suicide, but decides to continue living.

    SuicidalMindon September 14, 2008   Link
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    General Comment

    The term so-so suicide always made me think hes joking about commiting suicide cos hes so bored with his life.

    Dirt89on November 01, 2008   Link
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    I had a friend commit suicide once, and the last thing he did was shit his pants. Thats what this song means.

    Jeff41590on March 14, 2007   Link

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