I'm so happy I could die
Take a look at my perfect life
My perfect job, my perfect wife
I'm so happy I could die

So why am I so sad I want to cry?
I'm terrified of everything
And even when everything is great
I'm so happy I could die

Oh, I'm so happy I could choke
So I hold my breath and count to three
Maybe I'll hold it in all day
Maybe this is how I go

How much more joy can one man take?
Maybe it's my destiny
To overdose on dopamine
And die with a smile on my face

I'll do this a little bit longer
Sometimes I do a little too much
Well, I try and I try
But I'm a mess and that's alright
I'm so happy I could die

I'm so happy I could die
I love the laughter and the pain
But I wouldn't change a thing
I'm so happy I could die


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    i was there at the crazy donkey too, he gave a little explanation. i forget it now but it was basically about how we're all in this together.

    it's just about getting over the shit that happens to you, and putting a lot in perspective. this is how i think the accident came through in the albums lyrics. they didn't write about the accident or losing john or anything that happened, but how theyre feeling as people afterwards. it really shows you how strong they are as people, it's inspiring, especially during a hard time in your life

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