Note To Self – Im Sorry (No Im Not)

You say you saw it coming
But I’ve been trying
Now I’m someone you don’t know
That thing the mirror doesn’t recognize

I’m trying to convince myself wrong from my own lies
You say I ruined all these lives
Each day I’m slowly going to die
Are you happy with what’s left of my life?
I’m not the kid from your perfect little lie

I dream of my death
So you can see me go into a 6 feet depth
Feels like you put a bullet threw my chest

You don’t know what its like to be me
I knew I was something you couldn’t stand to see
I’m everything you didn’t want me to be

This is ending in tragedy
It’s such a catastrophe
Feels like I’m about to die
But so you know I’ve always tried

I dream of my death
So you can see me go into a 6 feet depth
Feels like you put a bullet threw my chest

I can’t stand to be conscious
Soon my death will be on your conscience

I dream of my death
So you can see me go into a 6 feet depth
Feels like you put a bullet threw my chest

I dream of my death
So you can see me go into a 6 feet depth
Feels like you put a bullet threw my chest