"Still Searching" as written by and Garrett Michael Zablocki Heath Matthew Saraceno....
I can't believe it's been a year
Since I kissed my fears
On their salty lips and said to them
I love you all

I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders
For 20 years and look at me now

I've got something to say
About the last 12 months I've lived
I'm not the same kid I was when I was younger
I just thought you should know
I take a pill every day to help me deal with life

And oh, my god, I've last control
I stare at accidents in a sick attempt to feel at all

I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders
For 20 years and look at me now

I've got something to say
About the family that I've lost
I hope my mother and my father think
That they raised a healthy boy
Who needs the help of a shrink to even leave the house?

And oh, my god, I've lost control
I stare at accidents in a sick attempt to feel at all

I'm not the same kid I was when I was younger
I just thought you, I just thought you should know
I'm not the same kid I was when I was younger
I just thought you, I just thought you should know

I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders
For 20 years and look at me now and now, and now
I'm finding a way to forget everything that I know

I can't believe it's been a year
Since I kissed my fears on their salty lips
And said to them, 'I love you all'

Don't ask, just follow, repeat and swallow
Don't ask, just swallow them down your throat
Don't ask, just follow, repeat and swallow
Don't ask, just swallow them down your throat

My best friend is a man
With a lab coat and a grin
I hold my shaking hand
And he gives me medicine

It almost makes me feel at home
But they slowly steal my soul
I tell him I still feel alone
?Don't worry someday I promise you will feel whole?

And oh, my god, I've lost control
Of the only thing in life I had a hold of
And oh, my god, I've lost control
Of the only thing in life I had a hold of
And oh, my god, I've lost control
Of the only thing in life I had a hold of


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"Still Searching" as written by Garrett Michael Zablocki Daniel Gerard Trapp

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    General CommentI got the lyrics from a different site, so don't complain if there's mistakes.

    Although, I do think the lyrics are off on the screaming... I can't make out what they really are though
    Namdeebon October 02, 2006   Link
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    General Comment"Who needs the help of a shrink
    To even leave the house"

    Sounds like some sort of social anxiety and depression, with the pills and shrink and everything. Poor Buddy.
    mashwon October 07, 2006   Link
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    General CommentI think it's

    "And oh my God
    I've lost control"

    I don't know, thats just
    what it sounds like to me =P
    michelle__x3on October 15, 2006   Link
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    General CommentFave song off the new album and yeah I agree with michelle.

    I think its

    "And oh my God
    I've lost control"

    aswell. Anyways, the screaming yeah.. missing some syllables (its what i use for now when i sing along anyway. :D), but you explained that..
    simply__meon October 18, 2006   Link
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    General Commenti like this one.
    this cd kinda dissapoints me.
    not because its bad..
    just because i'm not used to it.
    maybe it'll grow on me..

    anywho..i do like this one the most.
    its about his faith.
    he's questioning it.
    he grew up christian, and now hes not sure.
    he's "still searching"
    bnrockson October 19, 2006   Link
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    General CommentI can't believe its been a year
    since i kissed my fears
    on their salty lips and said to them
    i love you you all

    i carried the weight of the world on my shoulders for 20 years look at me now

    i've got something to say
    about the last 12 months i lived
    im not the same kid
    as i was when i i was younger
    i just thought you should know
    i take a pill every day to help me deal with life

    and oh my god
    i've lost control
    i stare at accidents in a sick attempt to feel at all

    i carried the wieght of the world on my shoulder for 20 years look at me now

    and i've got something to say
    about the family that i've lost
    i hope my mother and my father
    think they've raised a healthy boy
    who needs the help of a shrink
    to even leave the house

    and oh my god
    i've lost control
    i satare at accidents in a sick attempt to feel at all

    i've carried the weight of the world on my shoulders for 20 years look at me now
    and now
    and now
    and now

    Just breathe and follow
    believe and swallow
    just breathe and swallow
    them down your throat

    my best friend is a man
    with a lab coat and a grin
    he gives me medicine
    i tell him i still feel alone and he says
    don't worry son, someday you will feel whole

    and oh my god
    i've lost control
    i stare at accidents in a sick attempt to feel at all
    mtownlaxer24on October 26, 2006   Link
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    General Comment@mtownlaxer24

    Are those official lyrics?
    simply__meon November 03, 2006   Link
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    General Comment~I love this song, one of my favorites form this album...

    ~And yah its one of the few songs on the songs on the album that talks about when he was using anti depressents...
    -ZERO-on November 10, 2006   Link
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    General Commentthis band fucking kicks ass!!!! I love this song...it's one out of two of my favorites in this CD! I'm thinking about going to see them in January...if I can convince my brova!!!
    himynameiszummieon November 26, 2006   Link
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    General Commenti kinda miss the old senses fail. they have great screaming and this album doesnt use it like they used to. this song is amazing though.

    and yeah.. i think its...
    "my best friend is a man, with a lab coat and a grin....."
    "it almost makes me feel at home, but they slowly steal my soul"
    cntcatchmexcon January 02, 2007   Link

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