This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
I see these footsteps in the sand
That lead to where I want to be
But I could never be
And my footsteps seem so small
But they get me where I have to be
But sometimes I want to leave
And I can't get it out of my mind
Playing chaser to all who take lead
I think I need help, but who asks for help
And would it be wrong to say I'm sorry
Would they care or would they notice
(Who would notice)
Who would notice
But at least I can see it now
But I saw it all along
Hard to believe, even harder to breathe
Ten steps back and I'm starting to run
Please take back all the things that I've done
Well can you see me, I'm down on my knees
Well can you see me, I'm starting to bleed
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm so sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm so sorry
Ok, what's your opinion on God and his existence
The uh, the ruler of the world God, or like, the word God
God in, the ruler of the world God
Um, I don't think he's real
Is it, is there anything that makes you think that
Yes because
I mean you really think there was an Adam and an Eve
I mean seriously
It actually thinks, that that actually happened, in actuality
Yeah
I don't know, I don't know about God
I don't know about God
Um, I'm pretty neutral on, um, ya know
Whether or not God exists, or, ok
I know that God exists, um
I believe he exists in many different forms
I don't necessarily think that, you know
It has to be in one way or the other
I think everybody should be the same
Looked at as the same
Nobody should be looked at as any different from anybody else
If you're good you'll go to Heaven
If you're bad you'll go to Hell
Everybody has a different name for him
But he's all the same god
Jesus said I am the way, the Truth, and the Life
No one comes to the Father except through Me
They're sorry, they're sorry
They're sorry, they're so sorry
They're sorry
They're sorry, they're so sorry
That lead to where I want to be
But I could never be
And my footsteps seem so small
But they get me where I have to be
But sometimes I want to leave
And I can't get it out of my mind
Playing chaser to all who take lead
I think I need help, but who asks for help
And would it be wrong to say I'm sorry
Would they care or would they notice
(Who would notice)
Who would notice
But at least I can see it now
But I saw it all along
Hard to believe, even harder to breathe
Ten steps back and I'm starting to run
Please take back all the things that I've done
Well can you see me, I'm down on my knees
Well can you see me, I'm starting to bleed
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm so sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm so sorry
Ok, what's your opinion on God and his existence
The uh, the ruler of the world God, or like, the word God
God in, the ruler of the world God
Um, I don't think he's real
Is it, is there anything that makes you think that
Yes because
I mean you really think there was an Adam and an Eve
I mean seriously
It actually thinks, that that actually happened, in actuality
Yeah
I don't know, I don't know about God
I don't know about God
Um, I'm pretty neutral on, um, ya know
Whether or not God exists, or, ok
I know that God exists, um
I believe he exists in many different forms
I don't necessarily think that, you know
It has to be in one way or the other
I think everybody should be the same
Looked at as the same
Nobody should be looked at as any different from anybody else
If you're good you'll go to Heaven
If you're bad you'll go to Hell
Everybody has a different name for him
But he's all the same god
Jesus said I am the way, the Truth, and the Life
No one comes to the Father except through Me
They're sorry, they're sorry
They're sorry, they're so sorry
They're sorry
They're sorry, they're so sorry
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I see these footsteps in the sand That lead to where I want to be But I could never be And my footsteps seem so small But they get me where I have to be But sometimes I want to leave And I can’t get it out of my mind Playing chaser to all who take lead I think I need help, but Who asks for help?
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