I'm sick of living in this movie
Everybody looking through me
No one here to hold
I just wake up and leave.
A chill is in my bones
More than this sunless early winter morning
Waiting for a ride
Out in the freezing rain

And it goes by
Without stopping

Her stuff is on the counter
What if I had never met her?
All I know is just a feeling
From inside my veins
I am broken-hearted
It is awful worse than I had ever guessed
I wouldn't wish it on an enemy

And I can't hear
What my friends say

It won't let up
Just enough
To come down
Just one day.
I have given up
All but one
Thing I
Can do or say

Blood is rushing, pumping through
My heart to push the oxygen and
Opiates through arteries up to my brain
The beat is systematic
Not the reason for my habit
I just need a bigger picture
To fill in the space
My head is getting lighter
I can almost hear my sister calling
Begging for my reason to go on this way

I'm sick of living in this movie
Everybody looking through me
No one here to hold me
As I fade away
But I won't die
In no pain
I won't die, won't die
Won't die, won't die
I won't die, won't die
Won't die, won't die


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Let Up Lyrics as written by Abbey Lincoln

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    ...Here's the corrected lyrics....

    I'm sick of living in this movie Everybody looking through me No one here to hold I just wake up and leave. A chill is in my bones more than this sunless early winter morning Waiting for a ride Out in the freezing rain

    And it goes by Without stopping

    Her stuff is on the counter what if I had never met her? All I know is just a feeling from inside my veins I am broken-hearted It is awful worse than i had ever guessed I wouldn't wish it on an enemy

    And I can't hear What my friends say

    It won't let up Just enough To come down Just one day. I have given up All but one Thing I Can do or say

    Blood is rushing, pumping through My heart to push the oxygen and Opiates through arteries up to my brain The beat is systematic not the reason for my habit I just need a bigger picture to fill in the space My head is getting lighter I can almost hear my sister calling Begging for my reason to go on this way

    I'm sick of living in this movie Everybody looking through me No one here to hold me As I fade away But I won't die In no pain I won't die, won't die Won't die, won't die I won't die, won't die Won't die, won't die

    Song to me seems to be about drug addiction and heartbreak...I love it.

    McWatton October 11, 2006   Link

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