throw me through this car window and land me outside
where i can breathe better and pass away alright
this is ill at ease and i worry, i worry
oh my god i felt my heart stop
i felt my fucking heart stop
but were going all the way
i only have myself to blame
oh they know, they know, they know
their eyes are tearing the skin from our bodies
and dressing us in guilt, filling our wounds with salt
my stomaches tying itself in knots and eating itself and everything else, there must be something in the water making this an awkward situation



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    General Comment:my favorite HHLL song.


    I'm not quite sure what this song is about. To me I take it as a boy driving home after have pre-matrial sex with his girlfriend for the first time. He feels guitly and he knows that society looks down upon teenage sex. He's hoping just to die, that way he doesn't have to deal with everyone making him feel guilty.

    "i only have myself to blame
    oh they know they know they know"
    OhhIveSCENEtheSceneon December 05, 2006   Link
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    General Comment:To me, it seemed like he tried drugs for the first time. He thinks everyone knows that he did it, because he's so nervous and paranoid about it. And when he says there must be something in the water, he could be referring to acid, where you can dissolve it in water.
    twigologiston December 30, 2006   Link
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    General Comment:reminds me if my first time to smoke pot..

    i have a heart condition so i kept freaking out about that...

    but uh...could be a totally different meaning..

    some people get so high and its such a trip that they start freaking out.
    HeartSparktmon March 01, 2007   Link
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    General Comment:"oh my god i felt my heart stop
    i felt my fucking heart stop"

    i love that part!
    KosherGrrrlon March 02, 2007   Link
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    General Comment:uh i think its about a guy whos driving drunk with his g/f and they get into a wreak and hes trapped in a car hence the
    "throw me through this car window and land me outside
    where i can breathe better and pass away alright"

    and hes worried about his g/f's condition and he knows hes to blame and everyone else knows that he was drunk and driving
    and when drunk driving accidents happen the drunk driver is usually hated

    also the "there must be something in the water making this an awkward situation" could relate to alcohol.
    ashleycatastrophyon March 11, 2007   Link
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    General Comment:favorite song ever.
    i think its a guy and his g/f
    either a)had sex got drun/high thenhad to go to bring his g/f home and he feels like they know what they did.
    or
    b)they got arested and are in the police car and he feels like his chest is imploading
    and everyone knows what happend to him as hes driving down the road.
    greggrindcoreon March 27, 2007   Link
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    General Comment:"my stomaches tying itself in knotsand eating itself and everything else"
    i know exactly how that feels.

    this is one of my favorites.
    KosherGrrrlon April 13, 2007   Link
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    General Comment:Its a bad shroom trip.
    hella anxiety and shittt, hes all paranoid.
    thinks hes fucking dyingg.
    plus crazy ass fucking stomach aches.
    reeeeeon May 16, 2007   Link
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    General Comment:"but were going all the way"

    it is about sex before marrige and how he is nervous that society will hate him due to his fornication.
    hellogringaon June 19, 2007   Link
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    General Comment:he was drunk and he fucked some girl
    [maybe cheated on his gf]
    but heregrets it

    "i felt my fucking heart stop
    but were going all the way
    i have only myself to blame"

    one of my fucking favs
    HHLL is fucking sickkk
    killamandadeadKWDon June 28, 2007   Link

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