This rusty clock is like myself
people's love arrives to his end without reason

I remember my childhood when I hungered for tenderness
your voice was too far away

My heart didn't change at all since this time
only the jealousy I take to you increases

I'm afraid to be hurt and I could not do anything
I wish someday my dreams come true

This night when seasons made snow fall
the bunch of love flowers you sent me
was just a bunch of poisoned flowers

I remember my childhood when I hungered for tenderness
I wish someday my dreams come true

My collapsed dream turned into sand
and was taken away by the wind
I won't be able to love anybody
but I'm still looking for you

Seasons made snow fall
I won't be able to love anybody
but I'm still looking for you


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    General Commentthis song... is so, meaningful, is it really coming from his heart? because almost every song he writes, the message is he's looking for this someone [anomonous girl]. sry, i can't spell!
    princess_aion July 15, 2006   Link
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    General Commentthis song... is so, meaningful, is it really coming from his heart? because almost every song he writes, the message is he's looking for this someone [anomonous girl]. sry, i can't spell!
    princess_aion July 15, 2006   Link
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    General Commenthe also writes a lot about snow and seasons and cherry trees.... i find it very beautifull
    sakura_chan_304_24on April 08, 2007   Link
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    General CommentKyo is lonely, PrincessAi. D:

    I don't actually know, but it seems like he's saying because of things in his past, he can't love anyone properly, but still, he's looking for someone.
    NekaBeeon May 01, 2007   Link
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    General CommentYes, Kyo is looking for someone, and the last time I asked, He had his eye on someone....
    *runs from the 'kyo-is-my-husband' fangirls*
    SHISHIDO ONLY TELLS THE TRUTH!!!!!!
    Don't ask me how I know, I will not give any email adresses.
    Shishidoon May 28, 2007   Link
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    General CommentI just got this song and I loved it right away. Its cool how the guitars kinda sound like clocks in the beginning. No wonder this was the first song on their way to where they are today. :D
    gotforgimmick[?]on June 11, 2007   Link
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    General Comment2 awesome for words. He is looking for some anonymous girl. *Sigh* Only God knows who might that be ^_^. But he is to hurt, and that sux :(
    Kirschebabyon September 13, 2007   Link
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    General CommentKyo has his eyes set on some 24 year old woman who is very devoted to him, and I happen to know her myself, they call me the Nosfarateu...
    sakisakaon September 29, 2007   Link
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    General Commenti doubt anyone who comes on here and reads dir en grey epspically translated lyrics know him anyways what i think is he really doenst know who it is yet, yet he knows thier is someone for him and he is looking for them
    cutiesweeton December 11, 2007   Link
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    General CommentKyo-sama has an amazing ability when it comes to writing lyrics. This is one of my all time favorite songs... The PV that goes with it is amazing as well. I never get tired of seeing it. Keep em coming Dir en grey!
    Panda-chan31on February 29, 2008   Link

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