This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
Last night I dreamt I held you with me,
Close enough to feel you breathe,
When I awoke I lay here empty,
Caught between the want and need,
Now in the drakness I am only,
Thoughtful hopes and pieces mind,
These dreams are all I've ever wanted,
Found behind the closing eyes,
How long we've been trying to reach you,
We all fall down like this sometimes,
Trying to reach you,
I'm trying,
Last night I dreamt I had you with me,
Closer still to see you leave,
When I awoke the fear of lonely,
Gripped my heart in conscious sleep,
Now in the darkness I lay empty,
Hollow beaten like a drum,
Sill water cages I am hoping,
In these dreams to me you'll come,
How long we've been trying to reach you,
We all fall down like this sometimes,
Trying to reach you,
I'm trying,
These fields alive with fire and ashes,
Inside these fields we'll find oceans of ashes,
When all your dreams have died,
I don't want to die,
Just keeping holding my hand,
Because I'm trying to reach you,
I'm never letting you go,
Because I'm dying to keep you,
I'm trying
I'm walking through your fields,
Of broken flowers,
They fall upon my face like tears for hours,
If all we are we are,
If all we are we are,
To wake and call your name,
In the tine hours,
We all fall down
Close enough to feel you breathe,
When I awoke I lay here empty,
Caught between the want and need,
Now in the drakness I am only,
Thoughtful hopes and pieces mind,
These dreams are all I've ever wanted,
Found behind the closing eyes,
How long we've been trying to reach you,
We all fall down like this sometimes,
Trying to reach you,
I'm trying,
Last night I dreamt I had you with me,
Closer still to see you leave,
When I awoke the fear of lonely,
Gripped my heart in conscious sleep,
Now in the darkness I lay empty,
Hollow beaten like a drum,
Sill water cages I am hoping,
In these dreams to me you'll come,
How long we've been trying to reach you,
We all fall down like this sometimes,
Trying to reach you,
I'm trying,
These fields alive with fire and ashes,
Inside these fields we'll find oceans of ashes,
When all your dreams have died,
I don't want to die,
Just keeping holding my hand,
Because I'm trying to reach you,
I'm never letting you go,
Because I'm dying to keep you,
I'm trying
I'm walking through your fields,
Of broken flowers,
They fall upon my face like tears for hours,
If all we are we are,
If all we are we are,
To wake and call your name,
In the tine hours,
We all fall down
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i love this song ... so far my fave on imago album its probably one of the heaviest song on album but lyrics sound like it could be a ballad.
beutiful deep lyrics, kind of remind me of wish u were here by pink floyd
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This one of my all time favourite "TBE" songs. Last night I dreamt I held you with me Close enough to feel you breathe" I have a feeling inside me that this song is about falling in love && then trying to reach out for the person && never letting go. "Just keep holding my hand because I'm trying to reach you" && also talking about how the one you love might not understand that your always going to be there for them.
I'm not sure its about falling in love cause "We've trying to reach you" unless its not an monogamous one.
I think it has to do with grief and how his girlfriend/partner is dealing with it. It may be a death that is particularly close to the girlfriend and has put her in a depressive spiral. Shutting herself off from everyone else and her partner and family. hence the "Last night I dreamt I held you with me Close enough to feel you breathe" and "Last night I dreamt I held you with me Closer still to see you leave" line for me have the feeling that his girlfriend isn't sleeping well hasn't been herself since the death and he's hoping the she comes back. hence the dreaming that she is close to him again.
Her family and b/f are trying to reach her, get through to her and help her. telling her that they are always there. "Just keep holding my hand" you know its ok "We all fall down like this sometimes"
and the last verse about walking in field gives me the imagery of funeral all the broken flowers and tears. its like she is dwelling stuck in an infinite loop and can't get past the grief.
well thats what I think anyway.
This song is no.1 played on my ipod. 98 times!! Should be reaching the century very soon. This Year and Before They Knew are both in the 80's.
I fail to understand why this song has so few comments. It's brilliant. I agree with onnieburgers' meaning...
Basically that shes sad and he wants to help her.
this song,like the band,is forever intertwined with my partner. When we were apart, the words of this song were what i wanted to say to him. i was forever reaching out but always came so close and yet i was still so far away. It speaks of longing, and hope, because we are all reaching out for something. It's painful to think we can want for something or someone so much.
great song. i deffinently agree with onnieburger's take on it. love it love it love it
i think it is actually about getting that perfect break or some shit but i think its about wanting a chick and realising you cant get her...i feel this way atm ahahahahahahahaha
this song is so great by far they're best! simply .. wonderful even though it is hard rock
Last night I dreamt I held you with me Close enough to feel you breathe When I awoke I lay here empty Caught between the want and need
Now in the darkness I am only Thoughtful hopes and pieces mind These dreams are all I've ever wanted Found behind the closing eyes
How long we've been trying to reach you We all fall down like this sometimes Trying to reach you I'm trying
-Saying that other people as well as him have been trying to connect back with the girl, and that a lot of people have times where they aren't ok. He's trying to reach her to help.
Last night I dreamt I held you with me Closer still to see you leave When I awoke the fear of lonely Gripped my heart in concious sleep
Now in the darkness I lay empty Hollow beaten like a drum Still water cages I am hoping In these dreams to me you'll come
These fields alive with fire and ashes Inside these fields we'll find oceans of ashes When all your dreams have died I don't want to die
Just keep holding my hand because I'm trying to reach you I'm never letting you go Because I'm dying to keep you
I'm trying
I'm walking through your fields Of broken flowers They fall upon my face Like tears for hours If all we are we are If all we are we are To wake and call your name in the tiny hours We all fall down
The general meaning that comes to my mind when I try to picture this song is that a girl has depression/suffers a great loss and can't deal with it, retreating into herself, and he's trying to keep her with him, trying not to let her slip away any more than she's already done. He's trying to help her come back to who she was, saying that alot of other people fall down too... He doesn't want her to leave him/fall out of love with him. There's the underlying point that he can't live without her/her loving him.