The song lyrics were written by the band Van Halen, as they were asked to write a song for the 1979 movie "Over the Edge" starring Matt Dillon. The movie (and the lyrics, although more obliquely) are about bored, rebellious youth with nothing better to do than get into trouble. If you see the movie, these lyrics will make more sense. It's a great movie if you grew up in the 70s/80s you'll definitely remember some of these characters from your own life. Fun fact, after writing the song, Van Halen decided not to let the movie use it.
When I find out who I am,
I'm gonna know just what to do
When I pull myself together again,
I'm gonna give myself to you
Is this forever,
This feeling I got?
Not enough and too much
So free and so caught up
In something and nothing
Both at the same time
I'm either and out of my head
Or I'm out of my mind
Is this forever,
This feeling that I'm not moving at all,
That I just can't stop?
It's like I'm dreaming and I'm wide awake too
Will you remember me?
'Cause I won't forget you
I guess I was saving my life for later
But maybe I should have been giving myself to you
Now I will, but I got to find out who I am before I do
I'm gonna know just what to do
When I pull myself together again,
I'm gonna give myself to you
Is this forever,
This feeling I got?
Not enough and too much
So free and so caught up
In something and nothing
Both at the same time
I'm either and out of my head
Or I'm out of my mind
Is this forever,
This feeling that I'm not moving at all,
That I just can't stop?
It's like I'm dreaming and I'm wide awake too
Will you remember me?
'Cause I won't forget you
I guess I was saving my life for later
But maybe I should have been giving myself to you
Now I will, but I got to find out who I am before I do
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Before a live performance on the EP Five Stories Falling, Geoff states “It’s about the last time I went to visit my grandmother in Columbus, and I saw that she was dying and it was the last time I was going to see her. It is about realizing how young you are, but how quickly you can go.”
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I have to agree with xtrabiotoxin about the meaning, though.