This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
Oh you bastard
No
No
No
I hate you
Everything
Everything
Everything
Is wrong
Yeah
I don't wanna fight
I don't know what's even right
But I'll do anything to get some fucking sleep tonight
And I can't even eat
And I can't even fucking piss
All I've been doing is to hear the God of doom infinity
Fucking kill you!
Now
You fucking listen to me
Every one of you in my motherfucking life
All I've been looking for is an excuse to feel this way
And now I know
Now I know
I'm in control of the infinite mind
And I control infinite power
Every block fits
Self control is something I've learned
But don't think I won't do it
Don't you ever forget
If you want crazy
If you want fucking crazy
I'll show you how to be crazy
Fuck
Oh..
Amazed
All this time I thought you wanted me to be like you
You don't want me to be like you
Now your sins are made
Crazy
Crazy
Crazy
Oh fuck
Fuck
I hate me
I hate me
Now
Now
Now I fucking hate myself
Everything
Everything
Everything about this is fucked
Now it's silence
Silence
Silence
Oh yes
Yes
Yeah
Love...
No
No
No
I hate you
Everything
Everything
Everything
Is wrong
Yeah
I don't wanna fight
I don't know what's even right
But I'll do anything to get some fucking sleep tonight
And I can't even eat
And I can't even fucking piss
All I've been doing is to hear the God of doom infinity
Fucking kill you!
Now
You fucking listen to me
Every one of you in my motherfucking life
All I've been looking for is an excuse to feel this way
And now I know
Now I know
I'm in control of the infinite mind
And I control infinite power
Every block fits
Self control is something I've learned
But don't think I won't do it
Don't you ever forget
If you want crazy
If you want fucking crazy
I'll show you how to be crazy
Fuck
Oh..
Amazed
All this time I thought you wanted me to be like you
You don't want me to be like you
Now your sins are made
Crazy
Crazy
Crazy
Oh fuck
Fuck
I hate me
I hate me
Now
Now
Now I fucking hate myself
Everything
Everything
Everything about this is fucked
Now it's silence
Silence
Silence
Oh yes
Yes
Yeah
Love...
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