I’m having my day
My place in the sun
I’ll grow to resemble
The man I’ve become

There’ll be time for reflection
When I reach that plateau
When the war has been won
No farther to go

And I fear that it isn’t enough

I’m making a fortune
I swore to enjoy
These things I promised myself
When I was a boy

When I was a boy
And things moved too slow
And universes revolved around
Things I didn’t know

When I was a boy
And I made mistakes
I was humiliated
Til I knew my place

And I fear that it isn’t enough

Ignorance hurts
Injustice inflames
I remember the feelings
But forgotten their names

When I was a boy
I saw through their lies
I swore I wouldn’t become
The thing I despised
But events over take you
While you set your sights
On bigger game
On greater heights

God bless amnesia
And the things I’ve suppressed
I can reframe the image
I can discard the rest

A history of holes
Where the pieces that won’t fit
With the story you told yourself
And your place in it

And I fear that it isn’t enough

So put on a brave face
Straighten that tie
And speak like you mean it
Give truth to the lie

And I fear that it isn’t enough

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    General CommentThis song is all about how the singer (or person the singer is talking about) became exactly what they hated when they were young, this song is a perfect representation about how we all have justice and right in our hearts when we are young but when we grow up we realize we have to do things less than honorable to get ahead in life.
    Koujinon November 26, 2007   Link

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