Riding with a head full of bodies are red
And what I said still stuck in my head
But misled thinking the things I do would make you never wanna come back
When I run from that to a place I can't find you at
Being trapped in this with you, somethin that I never wanted to do
And through it all you've got to see that where I want to be
Is over the pen again letting it out of me
In the center of the day in the dream, you and then my thoughts
getting lost in between, realizing one not the way that is seems
And the killin and the killin with the head full of screams

I wanna live in another place
Where no one can say that I live for them
(So you see its not ment to be for me)
I wanna be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head

In a second it starts
We'll both be crushed when it all falls apart
Knowing that I'm hollow, hoping that you won't know
The strain it puts to me, seeing what you've done
And consequently I've run away and just hitting again
Within the boundaries of an anguish
Don't want me to say this, but you're dragging me down
Getting lost in the chaos being tossed around
Singing again to myself, a head full of hectic
Hope that some day you'll regret this
Everything's the wrong place, the wrong time
To be added to the panic of the confine
Singing again to myself, a head full of hectic
Hope that some day you'll regret this
Everything's the wrong place, the wrong time
To be added to the panic in the confine
I wanna live in another place
Where no one can say that I live for them
(So you see its not ment to be for me)
I wanna be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head

You
Try to take the best of me
Stay away
You
Try to take the best of me
Stay away
You
Try to take the best of me
Stay away
You
Try to take the best of me
Go AWAY!

You
Try to take the best of me, stay away
You
Try to take the best of me, stay away
You
Try to take the best of me, stay away
You
Try to take the best of me, stay away

I wanna live in another place
Where no one can say that I live for them
(So you see its not ment to be for me)
I wanna be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head

SHUT

UP

WHY?

Singing again to myself, a head full of hectic
Hope that some day you'll regret this
Everything's the wrong place, the wrong time
Adding to the panic of my confine

Singing again to myself, a head full of hectic
Hope that some day you'll regret this
Everything's the wrong place, the wrong time
Adding to the head of my confine cofine


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Esaul song meanings
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  • +1
    General CommentIll do that....

    K what I think this song means,

    well basically saying that someones life is haunting them and someone they are with is like controlling them and that they cant excape, and thats why they say I wanna be in another place where no one can say that I live for them
    InSaNePsYcho420on July 26, 2002   Link
  • +1
    General CommentActually it IS spelled Esaul. It's named after a friend of the band, who'se family didn't name him Paul, but named him Esaul. (Also, Saul from the bible, with an E on the beginning.) And it wasn't on the EP. You bootlegged it and got from a site it WAS indeed on the EP, and put it on a disc.
    Johnskion March 10, 2003   Link
  • 0
    General CommentIM SUPRISED THAT NO ONE HAS LEFT ANY REMARKS. THIS SONG IS REALL GOOD. I LOVE LINKIN PARK
    Tracyon March 09, 2002   Link
  • 0
    General CommentNice Demo
    vortecs10on May 13, 2002   Link
  • 0
    General CommentGreat song
    skyeon May 21, 2002   Link
  • 0
    General CommentI like the lyrics in this version better than the other one.
    ilikeporkon July 07, 2002   Link
  • 0
    General Commenti think this version is a lot better than the one the album..as is the case for the crawling and in the end demo...i dont no why they changed the lyrics...mike's and chesters were better on the demo's
    cantslowdownforyouon July 23, 2002   Link
  • 0
    General CommentHey, All you LINKIN PARK fans out there....Linkin Park's video Pts.Of.Athrty can be on MTV's TRL....but you guys HAVE TO VOTE!!! Show how many Linkin Park fans there are out there.... Get Linkin Park on the top 10 countdown..... It's not hard, just go to mtv.com go to TRL's page, and VOTE!!! COM'ON... let's all make LINKIN PARK NUMBER 1!!!! Tell everyone you know to vote.... cuz Linkin Park RULES!!!
    VioletVirgo15on July 26, 2002   Link
  • 0
    General CommentHey, All you LINKIN PARK fans out there....Linkin Park's video Pts.Of.Athrty can be on MTV's TRL....but you guys HAVE TO VOTE!!! Show how many Linkin Park fans there are out there.... Get Linkin Park on the top 10 countdown..... It's not hard, just go to mtv.com go to TRL's page, and VOTE!!! COM'ON... let's all make LINKIN PARK NUMBER 1!!!! Tell everyone you know to vote.... cuz Linkin Park RULES!!!
    VioletVirgo15on July 26, 2002   Link
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    General CommentHey, All you LINKIN PARK fans out there....Linkin Park's video Pts.Of.Athrty can be on MTV's TRL....but you guys HAVE TO VOTE!!! Show how many Linkin Park fans there are out there.... Get Linkin Park on the top 10 countdown..... It's not hard, just go to mtv.com go to TRL's page, and VOTE!!! COM'ON... let's all make LINKIN PARK NUMBER 1!!!! Tell everyone you know to vote.... cuz Linkin Park RULES!!!
    VioletVirgo15on July 26, 2002   Link

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