Hope your not looking down on me today
I've tried to do my best carrying this weight
I know about vengeance upon thee
I have never forgotten for one second
But this was hard
You must know I regret that morning more than anything
And I'd give my life to get it back
That is not, not to say I don't love this
But there is not one day i can forget
There's not one day, there is not one day
Sometimes I feel I'm waiting biding time
Waiting for something that may never come
Still everything is different
All was changed, everything
All that we live for
All that we dreamed of taken away
Sometimes I swear that I'm waiting for
Something to jump out at me
Where can you go when they come calling
Where can you hide when they come for you
Times like this when the walls close in and I can't breathe
I call your name



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    "Times like this when the walls close in and I can't breathe I call your name " I know how that goes... My favorite hardcore guitarists in this band; same guy from 7 angels, 7 plagues.

    atmcguireon April 02, 2006   Link
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    This song is awsome! I'm going to see them live tonight!!!

    travfitzon August 29, 2007   Link
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    i think it's about those two friends he lost in a car accident... the ones he talks about in "the year summer ended in june"

    Lescanoon October 22, 2008   Link

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