It aint no point to me waking up
everbodys time I'm taking up
I got nobody
it aint a shoulder near
I can't stay here and its colder there
I don't wanna look back cause its gonna hurt
I slice my wrist and its gonna squirt
For me everybody holds a hate
I get backstabbed and everybody holds the stake
its no roads to take i'm in a circle drive
bustin at myself and I'm tryna survive
I'll dissapoint you
and I will let you down
and I aint got me homeboys comin around
you don't understand so don't say you do
I swear I'll put a motherfuckin slug in you
I'm the only one
the lonely one
at home alone loadin a gun thinkin why not

I got court comin up I stole a truck
I got a bitch pregnant and I'm broke as fuck
I wanna get high but I got piss test
I'm always first name on top of shit list
get this
the witch has made my chest its permanent nightly visiting nest
it aint no clothes that I look good in
I'm the motherfuckin big red train that couldn't
I got no family I stole they shit
restraining orders and I still wont quit
I hit rock bottom and then I feel in a hole
and the I fell through the floor of that hole some more
I been missin for year nobodys lookin
I got beat down and my shit tooken
I look ahead and I see is the same
or this self inflicted bullet hole pouring my brain

I dream about cuttin heads off with a shovel
the dreams are gettin serious I think I'm in trouble
I don't hold memory for than an hour
I'm tired as fuck and I'm drained of power
I aint half way there and I'm all out of time
I'm like a crushed light bulb all out of shine
I been around the world but no place is home
I wanna see the otherside when I face the chrome
I'm butt naked I been jackin off gettin drunk
its my last hours alive who gives a fuck
it don't matter
I'm doin this shit in the garage
tryna make it easier for them to clean my head splaage
I this bitch I love, I hope she finds
stll up in the chair with my thoughts behind me
I'm about to do it can you hold for a second


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Suicide Hotline song meanings
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    General CommentThis song is serious and funny at the same time.I love it!
    pebbleson January 07, 2005   Link
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    General CommentThe lyrics pretty much speak by themsleves. =P
    It's a great song, in fact, all of Hell's Pit is wicked!
    Shadowbitchon May 26, 2005   Link
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    General Commentthis song is pretty deep and i didnt like it the first time i heard it but now i see it differently and listen to it heaps
    hotness2000on September 28, 2005   Link
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    General Commenti think this song is about how you can b on the edge of killing yrself and all it takes is a phone call (or even a nice gesture) from someone to bring u back for the edge and stop u from killin yr self.
    me217on May 28, 2006   Link
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    General CommentThis song is true to a lot of people, self included, but I guess it just takes someone to care to stop you. Suicide is a selfish act anyway.
    Muddy McAbreon June 26, 2006   Link
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    General CommentIt's serious but somehow makes me smile at the same time (Suicide Hotline? WTF?) Nice song
    Hybrid Sinisteron December 29, 2006   Link
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    General CommentI always thought this song was almost making fun of people who threaten suicide but never really do it.. But I can see now how me and muddy's interpretations could be right.
    whaterfjkldon April 08, 2009   Link
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    General CommentMe, sometimes I consider it when I feel really low. Today infact is a bad bad day.

    Ran into trouble with a store manager (younger ladie) who works in a store that has been my only social outlet. Been going there for years.

    Long story short, she accused me of sexual harrassment. A staring contest that she initiated. I think she was shocked that I stared back. She's pretty why not stare back.

    In one foul swoop I lose all contact with my friends and associates. A year restraining order. Because I tried to speak to her later to say 'hey why don't we just start over from scratch'.

    Anyway, I'm stronger than suicidal. The painful part is waking knowing I have no more social life. I'm 51 and folks my age are mostly married. Not a big fan of bars. I guess it's church...
    RJSoftwareon July 31, 2009   Link

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