I'm glad to see you
I had a funny dream
You were wearing funny shoes
You were going to a dance
You were dressed like a punk but you are too young to remember

Glad to see you
I'm outside the house
I'm not thinking well today
I've got no energy
I'm glad that you are waiting with me
Tell me all about your day

Breaking off is misery
I see a wilderness for you and me
Punctuated by philosophy
And a wondering how things could've been

I'm happy for you
You've made it hard for me
I counted on your company
You are staying with your friends tonight
I'm feeling sorry for myself
I keep taking everything to be a sign

I'm happy for you
Now I know this hurt is poison
Too sharp to be bled
I'm sitting on my empty bed
On my empty bed
At night the fever grows it's pounding pounding

I'd rather be in Tokyo
I'd rather listen to Thin Lizzy-oh
Watch the Sunday gang in Harajuku
There's something wrong with me, I'm a cuckoo

Scary moment, lovin' every moment
I was high from playing shows
We lost a singer to her clothes
My trouble raised its ugly head
I was revealed
And I was home in bed
I was a kid again

Jesus told me, go after every coin like it was the last in the world
And protect the wayward child
But I'm a little lost sheep
I need my Bo Peep
I know I need My Shepherd here tonight

Breaking off is misery
I see a wilderness for you and me
Punctuated by philosophy
And a wondering how things could've been

I'd like to see you
But really I should stay away
And let you settle down
I've got no claims to your crown
I was the boss of you
And I loved you
You know I loved you
It's all over now

I was there for you
When you were lonely
I was there when you were sad
I was there when you were bad
Now it's my time of need
I'm thinking, do I have to plead to get you by my side?

I'd rather be in Tokyo
I'd rather listen to Thin Lizzy-oh
Watch the Sunday gang in Harajuku
There's something wrong with me, I'm a cuckoo


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I'm a Cuckoo Lyrics as written by Christopher Geddes Bob Kildea

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    This song is clearly, in part, about lead singer Stuart Murdoch's battle with the chronic, incurable illness ME/CFS.

    Some clues related to this horrible illness' symptoms:

    "funny dream" - sufferers report vivid dreams

    "not thinking right today" - cognitive problems, which patients call "brain fog"

    "I've got no energy" - the most well-known symptom: severe fatigue after minimal exertion.

    "fever grows it's pounding pounding" - recurring flu-like symptoms

    "trouble raised its ugly head" - pattern of relapses, particularly after taxing events (e.g. touring)

    "I'm a cuckoo" - sufferers are widely stigmatized as having psychiatric problems although there is a vast body of evidence of severe biological abnormalities is many different systems.

    The relationship issues described are also common to sufferers - on the one hand treasuring rare moments of precious company with loved ones ("I'm glad that you are waiting with me) ans living vicariously through them to some extent ("tell me about your day").

    On the other hand the personal sadness of the toil illness takes on relationships is also evident, mourning the loss of time spent together ("I counted on your company"), envy at what friends can do but he cannot ("Now I know this hurt is poison Too sharp to be bled"), the guilt of feeling that he is a burden on others ("But really I should stay away") and the feeling of being let down by people who he helped in their time of need but have now abandoned him (final verse).

    Murdoch suffered from this illness for 7 years before forming the band (according to Wikipedia). I remember hearing this for the first time in abridged form when it came out, when I was 18 and healthy. I heard the full version for the first time today, having suffered for ME/CFS for the last 11 years. Knowing Murdoch's history from this interview youtube.com/watch, I instantly recognized the signs and symptoms he was describing.

    It's funny how the most telling lines were cut from the radio version - the song never made sense without it.

    lgk23on October 04, 2016   Link

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