suicide hotline, may i help you?
yeah, uh
well i'm about to fucking kill myself
listen, you don't wanna do that ok
you don't wanna do that
i'm gonna
there's so many fucking reasons why i don't even need to be here anymore
i'm gonna put a slug in my fucking head
you don't wanna do that
you wanna be here on earth, ok?
fuck that shit man
i got a gun, right now
put it away
and i got it right under my chin man, fuck that
take it away from your chin
i'm gonna fuckin' blow my head all over this ceiling
no you're not, ok..
fuck this shit man
hey, just talk to me- ok?

it ain't no point to me wakin' up
everybody's time i'm takin up
i got nobody, it ain't a shoulder near
i can't stay here and it's colder there
i don't want to look back 'cause it's gonna hurt
i slice my wrist and it's gonna squirt
for me everybody holds a hate
i get backstabbed and everybody holds the stake
it's no roads to take, i'm in a circle drive
bustin' at myself and i'm tryna survive
i'll disappoint you and i will let you down
and i ain't got many homeboys comin around
you don't understand, so don't say you do
i swear i'll put a motherfuckin slug in you
i'm the only one, the lonely one, at home alone loading a gun- thinkin', why not?

why not?
what do you mean why not?
you have feelings inside of your head, ok
i understand that
feelings lead to depression
when you have depression, you have a lonely void inside of your heart
ok, and your heart, means everything to the world. ok?

i got court comin up, i stole a truck
i got a bitch pregnant and i'm broke as fuck
i wanna get high but i got piss test
i'm always first name on top of the shit list
get this, the witch has made my chest
its permanent nightly visiting nest
it ain't no clothes that i look good in
i'm the mother fuckin big red train that couldn't
i got no family, i stole they shit
restraining orders and i still won't quit
i hit rock bottom and then i fell in a hole
and then i fell through the floor of that hole some more
i been missin for a year nobody's lookin
i got beat down and my shit tookin
i look ahead and all i see is more of the same
or this self inflicted bullet hole pouring my brain

oook, now i understand that you're in pain ok
i understand, everything you're going through
i've been there myself
now, your pain is my pain.
and i feel your pain
and i wanna be your friend
just me and you,

i dream about cuttin heads off with a shovel
the dreams are gettin serious, think i'm in trouble
i don't hold memory for more than an hour
i'm tired as fuck and i'm drained of power
i ain't halfway there and i'm all outta time
i'm like a crushed light bulb, all outta shine
i been around the world but no place is home
i wanna see the other side when i face this chrome
i'm butt naked i been jackin off gettin drunk
it's my last hours alive, who gives a fuck it don't matter
i'm doing the shit in the garage
tryna make it easier for them to clean my head splaage
this bitch i loved, i hope she finds me
still up in the chair with my thoughts behind me

i'm about to do it

can you hold for a second...

hey what's up?
where you at?
right down the street
with who?
my girl shannon
we were wondering if we could stop by
well shit, yeah come on by
eh eh eh ehh
i know bring some blunts aright
uh huh, alright bye

so we pray
our father
who art in heaven
hallow be thy name
thy kingdom come..

Lyrics submitted by Antipathy224, edited by dhughes1

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