I'm not wishing anymore
I'm not writing songs for you
I sleep better in the dark
I'm not doing this for you

This is because of you I don't believe
Tongue tied an institute of my relief
You're my, my reason to shame
(My reason to shame)

I'm not wishing anymore
I'm not writing songs for you
I sleep better in the dark
I'm not doing this for you

This is because of you I don't believe
Tongue tied an institute of my relief

One wish that this is over
You are all I waste today
(Discarded worthless throw it away)

Will it tear you apart?
Will it?
Will it tear you apart?

(When I turn and walk away
Abandon, its not worth the effort
When stalling means
Too fucking scared to create
Abandon, its not worth the effort
When stalling and too scared)

One wish that this is over
You are all I waste today
(Discarded worthless throw it away)

Will it tear you apart?
Will it?
Will it tear you apart?

When I turn and walk away
I'm not holding onto this
I'm not wasting words on you
I sleep alone in spite of it
I'll do anything for you

This is because of you I feel relief
Tongue tied to investigate what I believe
You're my, my reason to blame (my reason to blame)

I'm not holding onto this
I'm not wasting words on you
I sleep alone in spite of it
I'll do anything for you

This is because of you I feel relief
Tongue tied to investigate what I believe
You're my, my reason to blame (my reason to blame)


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    Deep, very deep

    Autmns Monologueon October 17, 2006   Link
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    The drumming in this song is AMAZING. omg.

    panicc&c04on April 11, 2007   Link
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    really great song .. I can SO relate to ..oO

    insomniac88on August 15, 2007   Link
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    really great song .. I can SO relate to ..oO

    insomniac88on August 15, 2007   Link
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    i think its the fact that he hates her but every second he has to think its about her he doesnt want to be with her but something is telling him to be falling in love is easy its getting out thats the hard part and some people never get out loves a cage man

    itsmyisliandon November 09, 2007   Link
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    awww LUCKYYY i want this song screamed in my faccce >.

    shakingseventeenon December 09, 2007   Link
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    this song is AMAZINGLY POWERFUL! it was great to hear it preformed live...lol....except that i accidentally punched him in the face...that was quite embarrassing

    christineareion December 19, 2007   Link
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    i hate the internet. at 1:06, is it how its posted on songmeaning:

    "abandon, its not worth the effort When Stalling means Too fucking scared to create abandon, its not worth the effort When stalling and too scared"

    because i noticed on a different site this is how it was posted:

    "Looked back and...not worth the effort Stolen and chewed up, cut, scathed, and relieved Looked back and...not worth the effort You've stolen the true skin"

    because i believe it could just as well be the second one. Although i dont have the album so i dunno. maybe the correct lyrics are posted in the booklet or something. But still. amazing amazing song never the less

    the_riddler42on January 12, 2008   Link
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    This song is definitely about a relationship ending and him hating the girl afterwards. In a way it's a lot how I feel after my ex-gf told me she had been cheating on me for a while. I thought we had something special and wonderful, but all the time it was all a lie. So... "I'm not wishing anymore, I'm not writing songs for you." (btw, I do write song lyrics of my own and FAtA has been a big inspiration to many of them.)

    HolyxDiver6018on April 14, 2008   Link
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    This song is perfect. I was soooo in love with a girl and the love was unrequited, yet it made me ill all the time and i'd have days off school just thinking about her and writing poems and stuff about her, then I tried to convince myself i was over her, yet ever time she'd call or text me, i'd be back where i began and i'd have done anything for her. So, this songs kinda like - i love you, but go away i hate you. hmmm, very confusing

    ChokingDownEmberson April 09, 2004   Link

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