Asleep mid-sentence the words fell apart.
No one is listening anyway.
This day will soon turn black and my “wants and needs”
Will spill on my burning ashes.
I learned to be selfish today…
I learned to be alive.

These things I care for are for
My personal gain and my personal happiness only.
Why should I sit in your chairs and satisfy your standards.
I've done it all before and I've confused my self
A thousand times.

The tragic day that I call morality
Just doesn't do it for me anymore.
No more choices, just standing in the cold.
The day will turn black and I will have either lived or died.
Asleep mid-sentence- my words fall to the ground.
Swept into this dreamland.
Economic satisfaction, never succeed.
But happiness has its place.
Justice will not lie in your corner.

Throw myself in the corner
I have nothing to complain about here.
A tragic day seems too peaceful to most,
Spoiled ambitions turned my heart to black.

Living dreams, loving dreams,
Awakening to what I've always dreamt of.
Living dreams, loving dreams,
Awakening to what I've always dreamt of.

The familiar sound, the familiar sound of
The lovely love from the love of my life
Will keep the notes coming.

From the reciting of the show,
From the plip and the shevanel,
From the grind that annoys,
And the sarcasm they hate…


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    I love this song and the video is awsome too... well this is a kinda long explaination:

    In this song "his" words are filled with ambivolance toward "her" which reflects his emotions toward the world negatively. He feels as if nobody listens to him, therefore he feels insignificant to the world. There is a passage of time, as he begins to stop thinking of others as a metamorphisus arrives within him. Wihin his change comes a realization of "her" which is when he wonders why should he set aside his belifs for her? He begins to hover over existentialism when he begins to see that his days will soon and he will have to face the inevitable fact that he either lived life or slept through it ( "abstraction"). It eventually comes down to what has been said or rather forgotten. Through this chaos that is "him", "she" has not played fair in the game of love, and actually does nto give a damn about him, its all just standards on her part to meet...In all her brutality he initially closes his eyes and blocks it all out as he forgives all her wickedness. Even after all the pain he endures, "he" truely belives "she" is worth it. IN the end it is her spoiled ambition that tears him apart.

    DarkMonarchon March 09, 2007   Link

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