The irritation we're pretending not to show
Has replaced the motivation
That I had not long ago
I know that

I don't ever want to be the one
To make you forget it
To make you resent it
To make you repress it
I don't ever want to be

It's the beginning of the end
And I don't know where we lost control
It's the beginning of the end
And I know that I am all alone

Interrogation has replaced the trust we had
Your misguided accusations
Helping me to turn my back
I know that

I don't ever want to be the one
To make you divide it
To make you deny it
To make you deprive it
I don't ever want to be

I thought that we would find our way
I thought our life would be ok
I thought that you believed in me
But now it seems so far away

The life we knew before is gone
There is no compromising
The life you save will be your own
To find your inner senses


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Beginning of the End Lyrics as written by Jonathan Santos Thomas Decker

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    This is a jammin' tune . . . It's hard to tell if Spineshank intends on a more deeper meaning that is presented, but I believe this jam is about drastic change perhaps, maybe in a relationship, or just blowing up and loosing it.

    systemnateon November 06, 2004   Link
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    well i think this song is like its titled.. a couple been going out and well things have seemed to have gone to shit... and its the beginning of the end

    i think these lines are awesome: The irritation we're pretending not to show Has replaced the motivation that I had not long ago

    chunkzAJon March 01, 2005   Link
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    I think its got a deeper meaning than it 1st appears. i belive its some1s desent into suicide. "It's the beginning of the end And I know that I know that I am all alone" i think that some1 has is feeling suicidal and isolated from anyone because of these feelings. OMFG Y DID JOHNNY LEAVE :'(

    Ash999on May 18, 2005   Link
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    i think it has to do with realationships gone bad and i mean real bad

    Its me Its DDPon November 12, 2005   Link
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    ever think that this song refers any to how the band grew apart during the making of this album and then johnny left the band?

    just a thought.. (jonny's new band is Silent Civilian by the way, google them and goto their myspace to hear their music..pretty awesome stuff)

    pyroboy2424on December 10, 2005   Link
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    awesome makes my spine tingle everytime i say fuck it with people

    ScaredOfHimselfon December 14, 2004   Link
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    I love how this song opened up the film Freddy VS Jason (wicked film btw)..... "I don't ever want to be the one to make you forget it"!!! don't worry freddy....we ain't gonna forget ya!!!!

    gavininfranceon March 05, 2005   Link
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    I know this isn't the intended meaning of the song, but I can relate it to my high school experience/college search. I started off promising and now my grades have gone to shit and I don't think I can even get into a decent school. I don't know how, but this songs fits perfectly.

    crapmonkey470on March 25, 2005   Link
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    I can really relate to this song, perhaps in a strange way. I belive its about drug abuse and the people around you, a person using drugs is often looked at like one of the lowest persons in society, a problem that sometimes is "denied, forgotten, surpressed". And as an addict you dont wanna be the reason to why your near and loved ones "surpresses" this problem;

    "I don't ever want to be the one to make you forget it I don't ever want to be the one to make you resent it I don't ever want to be the one to make you repress it I don't ever want to be, ever want to be, ever want to be et.c"

    "nterrogation has replaced the trust we had Your misguided accusations helping me to turn my back I know that" also fits, the trust people used to have for you, is replaced with suspicous looks and even interrogations, and often this is thanks to "misguided info" about the actual problem.

    "I thought that we would find our way I thought our life would be ok I thought that you believed in me But now it seems so far away" Is also true, since once this has word has gotten out among your friends and family, you can never hope to return to your old relations "The life we knew before is gone".

    This and someother things makes me think its about a drug use :). Just my thoughts.

    Grytfoton May 31, 2007   Link

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