I Miss You

I still cant wrap my head around the meaning of the hook. it made sense to me once.. really good sense. But now I'm just as confused as I'll ever be.

This has to be one of the most emotional songs I've ever heard. It has the power to bring you back to a place where you wished you'd never return. Yet you listen to it over and over, regardless. The words, the melody.. his voice. So captivating. A persons voice never made me feel so alive, but on the verge of death. it makes me hurt.

I agree this song can be interpreted in many ways. For me it will only ever mean one thing.

(Hello there, the angel from my nightmare the shadow in the background of the morgue)

I was in love with a man, who was no good for me. He was toxic. I couldn't get enough of him. I'd never been so addicted to anything in my life. This infatuation made me do things I would never do... I made a lot of mistakes. My life became a nightmare. And even though his magnetism was the reason for my self destruction... it didn't matter. I still had him. he would never leave me. The angel from my nightmare. The morgue, we were both headed there. we were waiting. it was okay, as long as he was there. I would die for him. this is how I felt about me.. and how he felt about me in return. the next line is him talking to me.

The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley, we can live like jack and sally if we want where you can always find me and well have Halloween on Christmas and in the night, we'll wish this never ends well wish this never ends.

I wasn't expecting my life to get so bad. I was a victim to his deadly charm. He would have loved for me to stay with him, in his misery. and he would never change. I would always find him there, he was not like the rest. he was backwards, and I was too. I never wanted to leave him. and even though even the brightest of days became dark, we never wanted it to end. we were content in our misery, because we had eachother.

where are you? and I'm so sorry I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight I need somebody and always, this sick, strange darkness comes creeping on, so haunting everytime and as I stared I counted the webs from all the spiders gashing things and eating their insides like the indecision to call you and hear your voice of treason will you come home and stop this pain tonight stop this pain tonight

Where are you? And I'm so sorry Probably the most emotional line in the whole song, but I cant really decide. obviously, it ended. We lost eachother. We were both alone, with nothing to do but stare at the ceiling and miss one another. sleep was not possible, dreaming was longed for, beacsue when we dreamed, we were together. being alone was hard. I never wanted to be alone, because it made me think about how I lost everything just to have him... and now he was gone just like everything else in my life. being alone made my mind wander to places he kept me out of. I needed him there to distract me. so he could keep doing what he was doing all along. distracting me from reality.

the spiders are a metaphor for the emptiness, and how bad my stomach turned every time I wanted to pick up that phone.. or every time I did, and he never answered. Where was he? he was lost somewhere. His prescence was the only thing that would stop the pain of emptiness I felt. I just wanted him to come home, even though I knew we could never be.

don't waste your time on me. you're already the voice inside my head. I miss you.

I still don't know. don't bother trying to find me, you're already just a memory. but I will always love you. I miss you.