I pull a knife
Outta my pocket
I try to hold back
No one can stop it
The force it pulls
They way I try
Makes me cry
When others die
At my own mercy

Mad n demented
I’m trapt inside
This world
Sick n so twisted
I’m in love with
This girl
She’ll never know
Never even think
Of me like that
Like that
Like the way I feel

What have I done
Envy is such
A terrible thing
When I go2sleep
I hear the ring
The ring of death
Ring of grief
Hatred was brief
I love her
She love’s someone else
That’s her problem
N no one else
Envy is silent
I’ve gone mad
I didn’t wanna kill him
But I thought I had…
To do It anyway
Wanna say I’m sorry!


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    Even this song sounds like u wanna kill brandon, lol i still like it!!!

    Strwberrieblond3on June 17, 2003   Link

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