"Return To Self-Loathing" as written by John Feldmann and Jeremiah Rangel....
Sick of the way I am feeling. waking up watching myself slipping. should I just take out my eyes? no longer want them for this life. acting strong only on the outside. hiding shame and pain on the inside. I've tried to block my mind of this and pretend is doesn't exist. loosing my mind once again. stranding my thoughts (no matter what I said). sleepless nights staring at the ceiling. sanity running on empty. try to block my mind of this and pretend it doesn't exist. loosing my mind once again. stranding my thoughts (no matter what I said). taken for granted again. stranding my thoughts no matter what I said. loosing my mind again. stranded my thoughts no matter what I said. loosing my mind once again. stranding my thoughts no matter what I said.


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"Return to Self-Loathing" as written by Jeremiah Rangel John Feldmann

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    General Commenti totally feel like this right now. ever since i ended up in this way fucked up situation (3 weeks ago today exactly) im holding onto my sanity by a thread and trying to build up on whats left of anything. i can totally feel so mcuh of their songs!!

    *MEST IS GREAT* they write such awesome lyrics! and play such great music! thgey couldnt be better!!
    god MUST HATE MEon June 30, 2003   Link
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    General CommentI'm sorry - I love Mest, but this song is such a cliche that it's almost funny. I'm not saying that you can't write a good song about depression, but if you're going to write one, don't write about laying awake staring at the ceiling... especially if you've already put at least 3 other songs on the same CD with the same topic. And "should I just take out my eyes? no longer want them for this life" is not only meaningless but is also more pretentious than I ever thought Mest could be. I'm sorry, but they can do a lot better than this song...
    freehat17on May 19, 2004   Link
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    General Commenti have felt this way and still feel this way because im still sick of the way i fell of losing that one person i loved so much that she doesn't even know and i was hiding my shame and pain on the inside. i also did try to block my mind of it and pretend that it didnt exist but i just couldn't because it was just too hard to do. To this day i still feel like this even though its already been 3 months and counting. Mest has som many songs that i can relate to on their latest CD to their earlier CD's cause their are some good ones in those CD's as well. Mest is great.
    aha4and1is5on December 17, 2004   Link
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    General CommentGirls do this to guys....especially me...
    demented_mind17on October 04, 2005   Link

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