In regards to the meaning of this song:
Before a live performance on the EP Five Stories Falling, Geoff states “It’s about the last time I went to visit my grandmother in Columbus, and I saw that she was dying and it was the last time I was going to see her. It is about realizing how young you are, but how quickly you can go.”
That’s the thing about Geoff and his sublime poetry, you think it’s about one thing, but really it’s about something entirely different. But the lyrics are still universal and omnipresent, ubiquitous, even. So relatable. That’s one thing I love about this band. I also love their live performances, raw energy and Geoff’s beautiful, imperfectly perfect vocals. His voice soothes my aching soul.
She had a history of killing herself
I had a habit of dying
I think she gave me something to live for
I guess I helped her pass the time
And I had a vision of seeing things straight
She had the heart of a liar
I never saw her leave me once
She never felt me beside her
It's cruel but she's got a good hold on me
It's cruel but she's got a good hold on me
It's cruel but she's got a good hold on me
It's cruel but she's got a good hold on me
It's cruel but she's got a good hold on me
It's cruel but she's got a good hold on me
She had a history of killing herself
I had a habit of dying
I think she gave me something to live for
I guess I helped her pass her time
And I had a vision of seeing things straight
She had the heart of a liar
I never saw her leaving me once
She never felt me beside her
It's cruel but she's got a good hold on me
I had a habit of dying
I think she gave me something to live for
I guess I helped her pass the time
And I had a vision of seeing things straight
She had the heart of a liar
I never saw her leave me once
She never felt me beside her
It's cruel but she's got a good hold on me
It's cruel but she's got a good hold on me
It's cruel but she's got a good hold on me
It's cruel but she's got a good hold on me
It's cruel but she's got a good hold on me
It's cruel but she's got a good hold on me
She had a history of killing herself
I had a habit of dying
I think she gave me something to live for
I guess I helped her pass her time
And I had a vision of seeing things straight
She had the heart of a liar
I never saw her leaving me once
She never felt me beside her
It's cruel but she's got a good hold on me
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i did the same thing as dashgoo and it is soo true...the song is soo beautiful...it has such emotion to it