This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
I waited till Mom and Dad went to bed
If they knew what I was planning, I'd surely be dead
Once the house was all I quiet
I figured I would go and try it
So out the window I snuck
I snuck out and took the truck
I was on my way to find BSB
I wanted to ask Howie to marry me
I went to the hotel where I though they'd be
But when I found the room I didn't have a key
I wasn't ready to give up just yet
I thought maybe I could stow away on their jet
Just then I saw the housekeeping Lady
I was out of luck and feeling shady
I told her I was Howies sister and needed in
To which she replied "young woman lying is a sin"
So I punched her in the nose
And dressed up in all her clothes
I went and knocked on the door
I knew I wouldn't have to worry anymore
Howie invited me in to chat
I took the seat next to where he sat
I told him that my favorite dance was the tootsie roll
And I enjoy drinking the Budlight that I stole
I told him how I loved the Lakers, and Rick Fox
I told him I could play the trumpet and just how much he rocks
I shared my basketball stories all night long
But then something started to feel very wrong
Then I woke up in my bed
Breanna told me I had hit my head
If they knew what I was planning, I'd surely be dead
Once the house was all I quiet
I figured I would go and try it
So out the window I snuck
I snuck out and took the truck
I was on my way to find BSB
I wanted to ask Howie to marry me
I went to the hotel where I though they'd be
But when I found the room I didn't have a key
I wasn't ready to give up just yet
I thought maybe I could stow away on their jet
Just then I saw the housekeeping Lady
I was out of luck and feeling shady
I told her I was Howies sister and needed in
To which she replied "young woman lying is a sin"
So I punched her in the nose
And dressed up in all her clothes
I went and knocked on the door
I knew I wouldn't have to worry anymore
Howie invited me in to chat
I took the seat next to where he sat
I told him that my favorite dance was the tootsie roll
And I enjoy drinking the Budlight that I stole
I told him how I loved the Lakers, and Rick Fox
I told him I could play the trumpet and just how much he rocks
I shared my basketball stories all night long
But then something started to feel very wrong
Then I woke up in my bed
Breanna told me I had hit my head
Lyrics submitted by JenJen127
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