This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
outside the cemetery gate I wait for her to come
the midnight wind it whispers tales of forbidden lust
longing impatiently the hour has arrived
showered by rays of moonlight appears my summer bride
the full moon is haunting and stalking and preying
to witness the beauty my goddess will offer
underneath the branches we frolic and worship
each other forever, the dead as our witnesses
as I look into her eyes
I realize the demonic expressions
she guides my path through willow trees
and takes me to a candle lit paradise
it is within the walls of this palace
of the dead, I drop to me knees
to worship the angel for which I've been waiting
to act my fantasies for all eternity
undress me so slowly I want this moment to last
forever my goddess to me you mean everything
embracing and facing the fruits I choose to bear
I strip her in silence and lay her down beside me
her vagina was the purest form of heaven on earth
caressing with my tongue inside her taste so immaculate
it was so magical to lick my goddess clean
and she begged for penetration...how could I resist
the tension was building as she was now begging
embracing French kissing exploring her body
erection accepting my princess was sucking
it felt so forbidden to try not to climax
I finally gave in to what fate had predestined
my body on top of hers sliding inside of her
with every stroke of my penis inside
I stare at the gravestones with nothing to hide
grabbing her breasts and her ass so divine
I'm pounding my goddess so deep inside
she's screaming my name at the top of her lungs
as I kiss at her face while I pound and she cums
the orgasm strikes us both at once
like thunder and lightening a sudden release
with such power to wake the dead
the passionate candlelit midnight encounter
we stare at the stars in the heat of the night
the midnight wind it whispers tales of forbidden lust
longing impatiently the hour has arrived
showered by rays of moonlight appears my summer bride
the full moon is haunting and stalking and preying
to witness the beauty my goddess will offer
underneath the branches we frolic and worship
each other forever, the dead as our witnesses
as I look into her eyes
I realize the demonic expressions
she guides my path through willow trees
and takes me to a candle lit paradise
it is within the walls of this palace
of the dead, I drop to me knees
to worship the angel for which I've been waiting
to act my fantasies for all eternity
undress me so slowly I want this moment to last
forever my goddess to me you mean everything
embracing and facing the fruits I choose to bear
I strip her in silence and lay her down beside me
her vagina was the purest form of heaven on earth
caressing with my tongue inside her taste so immaculate
it was so magical to lick my goddess clean
and she begged for penetration...how could I resist
the tension was building as she was now begging
embracing French kissing exploring her body
erection accepting my princess was sucking
it felt so forbidden to try not to climax
I finally gave in to what fate had predestined
my body on top of hers sliding inside of her
with every stroke of my penis inside
I stare at the gravestones with nothing to hide
grabbing her breasts and her ass so divine
I'm pounding my goddess so deep inside
she's screaming my name at the top of her lungs
as I kiss at her face while I pound and she cums
the orgasm strikes us both at once
like thunder and lightening a sudden release
with such power to wake the dead
the passionate candlelit midnight encounter
we stare at the stars in the heat of the night
Lyrics submitted by MooWasHere
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