I spend my time
Letting these hopeless thoughts run my life
Force me to hide
Just create a truth to all these lies

I will never be the same
So just leave me down while I'm separating
I could never give anymore
All these lies have left me torn

It's only this way falling on my own
I made this mess now its over
It was nobody's fault, it was all my own
Everything's wasted forever

The only hand
That I know how to hold belongs to me
How it began
What I though was right became my insecurity

I will never be the same
So just leave me down while I'm separating
I could never give anymore
All these lies have left me torn

It's only this way falling on my own
I made this mess now its over
It was nobody's fault, it was all my own
Everything's wasted forever

It's on my own
It's on my own

Weakness becomes me
My faults relieve me
My fear excludes me
Turns it against me
My fault
My fear
Turned it against me

It's only this way falling on my own
I made this mess now its over
It was nobody's fault, it was all my own
Everything's wasted forever

It's only this way falling on my own
It's only this way falling on my own
It's only this way falling on my own
It's only this way, it's only this way

It's on my own
It's on my own


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    this song is me, its basically when you try to make something work, and you put your life into it, and at the end you realize that you were fed lies the whole time and it wasn't worth your effort, this brings up so many memories to me, all the emotion that surges thru this song is amazing, I love the line "the only hand that I know how to hold belongs to me" that basically described how I felt once I realized that all my efforts were put to waste. so then I start to think that it was my fault, and it just throws me into a state of depression where I feel like everything is (or was) my fault, this song is me, it's not "my song" but good lord this song kix so much ass

    GrinninVillain6on May 25, 2002   Link

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