I think much like another song “Anti-Matter” (that's also on the same album as this song), this one is also is inspired by a horrifying van crash the band experienced on Nov 3, 2022. This, much like the other track, sounds like it's an extension what they shared while huddled in the wreckage, as they helped frontman Garrett Russell stem the bleeding from his head wound while he was under the temporary effects of a concussion. The track speaks of where the mind goes at the most desperate & desolate of times, when it just about slips away to all but disconnect itself, and the aftermath.
With every form you come
You surprise me
Hypnotize me
With every breath I take
You're depriving
Suffocating, choking
Now the time has come
When I tell myself
There's nothing more I can take
Then you show me
Willi t matter right now?
If I'm already numb
That's what you do to control me,
To control me
So much sadness from me
That's the way I feel
All the madness from me
That's what makes you real
I don't want your
Pain pain pain pain
With every cut you make
You expose me
Cause you know me
With every bottle drank
You can drown me
Cause you found me, out
Now the time has come
When I tell myself
There's nothing more I can take
Then you show me
Will it matter right now?
If I'm already numb
That's what you do to control me,
To control me
So much sadness from me
That's the way I feel
All the madness from me
That's what makes you real
I don't want your
Pain pain pain
With every form you take
With every cut you make
So much
Pain pain pain pain
So much sadness from me
That's the way I feel
All the madness from me
That's what makes you real
I don't want your
Pain pain pain
So much sadness
You surprise me
Hypnotize me
With every breath I take
You're depriving
Suffocating, choking
Now the time has come
When I tell myself
There's nothing more I can take
Then you show me
Willi t matter right now?
If I'm already numb
That's what you do to control me,
To control me
So much sadness from me
That's the way I feel
All the madness from me
That's what makes you real
I don't want your
Pain pain pain pain
With every cut you make
You expose me
Cause you know me
With every bottle drank
You can drown me
Cause you found me, out
Now the time has come
When I tell myself
There's nothing more I can take
Then you show me
Will it matter right now?
If I'm already numb
That's what you do to control me,
To control me
So much sadness from me
That's the way I feel
All the madness from me
That's what makes you real
I don't want your
Pain pain pain
With every form you take
With every cut you make
So much
Pain pain pain pain
So much sadness from me
That's the way I feel
All the madness from me
That's what makes you real
I don't want your
Pain pain pain
So much sadness
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