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You know I've started to grow since you've been away
Lately, it's scarier not knowing what's become of you
Are you proud of me now, I can't tell
I'm not as fearless as you
Still I pretend that you're still standing by
To show me wrong from right
Never got a chance to say goodbye...

Take this gift from me
Hold it deep in mind
Forever and never let this go

I used to think you were crazy
When you were hooked to the screen
But now they tell me that you're in a better place
But where did you go?
And I swear sometimes you're watching over me
Still I'd give the world for the chance,
just to see your face again

Still I pretend that you're still standing by
To show me wrong from right
Never got a chance to say goodbye

Take this gift from me
Hold it deep in mind
Forever and never let this go

Now... now there's nothing left but time
Know that I'm following you
Eva's always on my mind
And it makes me wonder...
What happened to you?

You know it makes me wonder...

Still I pretend that you're still standing by
To show me wrong from right
Never got a chance to say goodbye...

Take this gift from me
Hold it deep in mind
Forever and never let this go

And never let this go... away


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Eva song meanings
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    General CommentThis seems to be about losing someone very close. Like one's mother, or something.
    SolarSky329on April 14, 2002   Link
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    General CommentYes.
    the Edgeon May 01, 2002   Link
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    General Commentyeah i think you're right
    Horndog728on May 08, 2002   Link
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    General CommentThis song reminds me of someone I lost recently. "I'm not as fearless as you." Line gets to me. But this

    Now they tell me that you're in a better place, but where did you go? And I swear sometimes you're watching over me, still I'd give the world for the chance just to see your face again.

    is the best part of the song. Because regardless of what a person endured on earth, you still wish they were beside you.

    Or maybe that's just me.
    minttown1on June 02, 2002   Link
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    General CommentThis song is about Eva, one of the band member's mothers. She died and the band was really close to her.
    AlphaOmegaRXon June 11, 2002   Link
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    General Commentit wasn't a band member's mother twit, it was josh abraham's, a very close friend/producer of theirs
    digitalstitcheson July 22, 2002   Link
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    General CommentA friend of mine... he disappears every so often it seems... I worry about him. He's like my guardian angel... And it feels so... empty... when he's not around... =9_9=
    etherealkittenon September 13, 2002   Link
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    General CommentThis song makes me think of a someone I had a long-lasting crush on several years ago, but lost contact with. Gives me a lump in my throat every time I hear this song. :'(
    simiankolyaon September 23, 2002   Link
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    General CommentIt was the first Orgy song i really loved, now they're my favorite band.
    Penixon September 23, 2002   Link
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    General CommentIt's a very beautiful song
    GhostWishingon March 30, 2003   Link

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