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I envy your demise
I hope it's all you dreamed it would be
One bullet in this gun
Not sure if it's for you or me
I envy your demise
With all the guilt you hid away
All the lies that I had spun
And all the times I wished you'd stay
Now, all that I'll ever suffer
All that I'll ever be
All that I'll ever ruin
You can always cover me with makeup
I envy your demise
Seven hundred and fifty degrees
When it burned it smelled like you
But it scorched and looked a lot like me
I envy your demise
You never said that you'd try
When I had to lose control
Lose control to really cry
Now, all that I'll ever abuse
All that I'll ever see
All that I'll ever ruin
You can always cover it with makeup
All that I'll ever limit
All that I'll ever try
All that I'll ever trust
You can always cover it with
All that I'll ever abuse
All that I'll ever see
All that I'll ever ruin
You can always cover it with makeup
I hope it's all you dreamed it would be
One bullet in this gun
Not sure if it's for you or me
I envy your demise
With all the guilt you hid away
All the lies that I had spun
And all the times I wished you'd stay
Now, all that I'll ever suffer
All that I'll ever be
All that I'll ever ruin
You can always cover me with makeup
I envy your demise
Seven hundred and fifty degrees
When it burned it smelled like you
But it scorched and looked a lot like me
I envy your demise
You never said that you'd try
When I had to lose control
Lose control to really cry
Now, all that I'll ever abuse
All that I'll ever see
All that I'll ever ruin
You can always cover it with makeup
All that I'll ever limit
All that I'll ever try
All that I'll ever trust
You can always cover it with
All that I'll ever abuse
All that I'll ever see
All that I'll ever ruin
You can always cover it with makeup
Lyrics submitted by Catatonik
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er..one of them, since i adore every song they've put out. but i never get sick of this song. i think it's about hating someone, but you hate yourself for hating them as well. *shrug* i think it's also about wanting to hide who you are to stop the pain[you can always cover me with makeup] it's about a lot of things really.. hurting yourself, self image, wanting revenge, etc etc..i think. although one can never be sure. xo.
I just love the way Jessicka sings with such feeling and passion.
And ladyboygrrl - I agree with you totally, your spot on ;)
that makes me think of certain people i know who think its cool/fun to be fucked up, and who crave the attention that taking drugs (for example) gives them. all they want is their own demise.
I hope it's all you dreamed it would be
This song reminds me of most teenagers and how they have, well, poor impulse control. The line "you can always cover it with makeup" reminds me of how teenage girls slather themselves with makeup to make themselves pretty; to hide themselves, it seems.