This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
Look, you're standing alone
(Standing alone)
However I should have known
(I should have known)
Never before, never again
You will ignore, I will pretend
Never before, never again
You will ignore, I will pretend
In your world, you're alone in your face
You're alone in your world
You're alone in your face
How, you said you never would leave me alone, how
How, you said you never would leave me alone
Now you're just walking away
(Walking away)
When you said you always would stay
(Always would stay)
Never before, never again
You will ignore, I will pretend
Never before, never again
You will ignore, I will pretend
In your world, you're alone in your face
Your alone in your world
Your alone in your face
How, you said you never would leave me alone, how
How, you said you never would leave me alone
Never before, never again
You will ignore, I will pretend
In your world, you're alone in your place
You're alone in your world
You're alone in your place
How, you said you never would leave me alone, how
How, you said you never would leave me alone
How, you said you never would leave me alone, how
How, you said you never would leave me alone
Alone
(Standing alone)
However I should have known
(I should have known)
Never before, never again
You will ignore, I will pretend
Never before, never again
You will ignore, I will pretend
In your world, you're alone in your face
You're alone in your world
You're alone in your face
How, you said you never would leave me alone, how
How, you said you never would leave me alone
Now you're just walking away
(Walking away)
When you said you always would stay
(Always would stay)
Never before, never again
You will ignore, I will pretend
Never before, never again
You will ignore, I will pretend
In your world, you're alone in your face
Your alone in your world
Your alone in your face
How, you said you never would leave me alone, how
How, you said you never would leave me alone
Never before, never again
You will ignore, I will pretend
In your world, you're alone in your place
You're alone in your world
You're alone in your place
How, you said you never would leave me alone, how
How, you said you never would leave me alone
How, you said you never would leave me alone, how
How, you said you never would leave me alone
Alone
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