this is a method you use to ignore your words. this is the way that i train
myself never to make light of anyone's concious desicion. it's more than
discursiveness. i'll keep that in mind for the next time. but this
psudo-ignorance plee is enough to dismiss any credit that you may have been
earning back. forensics show signs of uncertainty but can't find a trace of
remorse. still this pity extracts every word i hold from every other
friend's mouth. this time there's no cut around eyes that long to dismiss
this as a misunderstanding instead of a misgovernment. after monitors are
positioned. voices carry through wires and space. if this incident's purpose
served only to make an example of me, then ask yourself "was it worth it?".
halfway there. two down, two to go. it's abdication. your remission. guess
it's setting in. guess i've won. if that's what you'd call this
disparagement. headwind hurts more than said words. windward winds held more
than hate. halfway there. before i found something wrong. hate held there
hurts more than you hold onto. hold on as hard as you can. first one to
break will be the first one to fall. it's far from done. this far from home,
and far from falling. someday i'd like to forget my way home.

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    General CommentThe power and raw emotion in the lyrics and vocals send chills down my spine....incredible.
    Enderon June 20, 2003   Link
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    General Commenttrue. love this song.
    ForYouToNotice_meon June 30, 2003   Link
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    General CommentSuch an amazing song.. just plain angst.
    Kushon July 22, 2003   Link
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    General CommentI'm not sure exactly what this song means but it seams in the line "this time there's no cut around eyes that long to dismiss
    this as a misunderstanding instead of a misgovernment" is a way to say that the government never likes to blame tehir selves so they blame soomeone else or start a different cause.
    Matyr For a Causeon October 03, 2005   Link
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    General Commentthat's a good interpretation of those lyrics. in the case i'm specificly speaking of, it is a mother as the governing body. what the song means to me is that after being kicked out of my house, i wanted to remove all contact from myself and my family. i wasn't ready to be out on my own and had no job or money, so if they were ready to put me out on the streets, then they should have been ready to bare the wieght of not knowing if i was safe or healthy or whatnot. that was my way of not "making light of" their "concious decision". but without my knowlage, 2 of my bandmates were speaking with my family letting them know my status and such on a regular basis. that was 2 of my 4 friends (hafway there, 2 down and 2 to go). they acted as the moniters that were positioned by my family to keep track of me.
    headphones onon March 28, 2006   Link

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