This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
Like the strangest of all nightmares came to life
Like misfortune of all nations combined
Like the heart of what once was has turned to ice
Metropolis has taken all the dreams of creatures once godlike
Born under a dark sign of hatred terror and despair
Thorn apart from deep inside you see depression everywhere
Sanity is hard to keep in times where everything seems cursed
Victory for those who deny their souls for all they're worth
Hell on earth
Finally open it's gates
Silence is broken chaos is here
Dead souls are feeding the flames
Hell on earth
Nothing remains in this night
Final destruction of all
Replicas of life
Ice is raining on their souls
Like the coming of the last embrace
Lines show history of fear carved in stone
On this city's face
Storm winds of lava brings the doom
Of future lust and pride
Arrogance of ignorant minds
Of profit finally has died
Hell on earth
Finally open it's gates
Silence is broken chaos is here
Dead souls are feeding the flames
Hell on earth
Nothing remains in this night
Final destruction of all
Replicas of life
In dying cities of this world
There's only replicas of life
And as those cities drown in flame
In misery they'll die in pain
Die in pain, die in pain
Live in fear and die in pain
Die in pain, die in pain
Live in fear and die in pain
Hell on earth
Finally open it's gates
Silence is broken chaos is here
Dead souls are feeding the flames
Hell on earth
Nothing remains in this night
Final destruction of all
Replicas of life
In dying cities of this world
There's only replicas of life
And as those cities drown in flame
In misery they'll die in pain
Like misfortune of all nations combined
Like the heart of what once was has turned to ice
Metropolis has taken all the dreams of creatures once godlike
Born under a dark sign of hatred terror and despair
Thorn apart from deep inside you see depression everywhere
Sanity is hard to keep in times where everything seems cursed
Victory for those who deny their souls for all they're worth
Hell on earth
Finally open it's gates
Silence is broken chaos is here
Dead souls are feeding the flames
Hell on earth
Nothing remains in this night
Final destruction of all
Replicas of life
Ice is raining on their souls
Like the coming of the last embrace
Lines show history of fear carved in stone
On this city's face
Storm winds of lava brings the doom
Of future lust and pride
Arrogance of ignorant minds
Of profit finally has died
Hell on earth
Finally open it's gates
Silence is broken chaos is here
Dead souls are feeding the flames
Hell on earth
Nothing remains in this night
Final destruction of all
Replicas of life
In dying cities of this world
There's only replicas of life
And as those cities drown in flame
In misery they'll die in pain
Die in pain, die in pain
Live in fear and die in pain
Die in pain, die in pain
Live in fear and die in pain
Hell on earth
Finally open it's gates
Silence is broken chaos is here
Dead souls are feeding the flames
Hell on earth
Nothing remains in this night
Final destruction of all
Replicas of life
In dying cities of this world
There's only replicas of life
And as those cities drown in flame
In misery they'll die in pain
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