I remember suffering
I remember feeling the sting of childhood
Injections, holy bruises, sweet infections
Soaked in a stew like drowning cockroaches
Whose only crime was the greed of inherent hunger
You know where I'm fragile, you know how to kill
You know where I'm fragile, you know how to kill...how to kill
all fall away...all fall...all fall today...all fall today..all fall...

PAIN!! pain.....
I can't keep this rage in me
I can't keep pretending
I can't keep pretending anymore
I can't keep this rage in me
I can't keep pretending
Can't be this emtee! Anymore! Anymore!
I can make it go away
make it go away.....


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    Well, I can't believe that no one has posted about this song yet. It's definatly my favorite on Sevas Tra. I think it's about a person's past...and how they felt "emtee" inside, always pretended everything was fine ( I can't keep pretending), etc etc.

    A_Queen_Of_Snowon October 30, 2005   Link
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    its about abortions. shes speeking through an infant who was aborted, "i remember the sting of child birth... injections...only crime was hunger" and the second heavier part is her thoughts on abortion "i can't keep this rage in me, i cant keep pretending... i can make it go away"

    Nihasaon May 31, 2006   Link
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    i agreed whith nihasa in a queen of snow

    phenomenon2006on May 03, 2008   Link
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    its about the childhood abuse through the hands of a family member,spoken from the point of the young child thats had her innocence ripped away

    Jynaion February 12, 2014   Link

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