You see me now, I go on living
As well as ice only
You're the girl I will
Always be with, will be with, uh
Hi, I'm masculine to all the lie
Hi, I'm a boy and I know about him only
I hold a lovely feeling, know I made good
Give me, he, I know
Made her sky my …
Too high it can't be we are
Higher can't be we are
Higher can't we are, ou
Higher can't be we are
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, oh, ah, oh
Enter a uh
Why happened all that?
Alright ...

We are we, we're all, c'mon
I'm only evil, a gold demon, oh
I'm yellow, kiss me, they will
I'm bothered - told about her film can make her sentimental
Oh, see, oh, me
Without this
My kid's ocean
Well, I've been out there
With a vida vida scare , hey'all
With a vida vida scare, ai, ai, ai, ai, oi, oi, oi
You've seen the same golden world in this you've always missed
Your headless eyes, lonely veins low out, well, then we, yeah
I've never dreamt that if we were, oh, yeah, oh
I wonder if we, ou, if we were all gas
Heaven like a bearable shore
This time I lay, lay over there
Dreaming a mistake
I'm afraid

But which for one, by which
Bad brown wares is bad
Wound, round lonely dying into drain
Diss it very good, dodging before the cold girl
Bad feel, bad sky
We're florid and dry and right, lands fly on
Lame life, life lame, flies on land
Skies, fuck you!
I wanna kiss, meet you
Drops into …

Reminisces for a father reaches his back
Well into a bowl
It is a soul test, true key insane dream heart
Lean back, daughter, danger life
Why? Cuz they all know

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  • +2
    General CommentTalk about a look into someones mind who is at the bottom of the bottom. The first time i listened to this song i couldnt get all the way through it. It is absolutly amazing that john has been able to become the man and artist he is tody after being in the state that is so well documented in this song and in this album. This is a pure unfiltered look into the mind and life of a junky who had basically given up on life. i am so happy that i have been able to hear this song and this album. this is why i will never do heroin.
    FruscianteFanon March 05, 2005   Link
  • +2
    General CommentThere ARE no lyrics to this song. He's just making it up as he goes along, stream of conciousness. Stop arguing over trivial bullshit. "Withavidavida screwer"?? Please.
    IEATFOODOKAYGUYon June 07, 2007   Link
  • 0
    General Commentits amazing how he gave up everything and let us still lookinto his mind
    i love JFon May 14, 2005   Link
  • 0
    General Commentthis song makes me want to cry my fucking eyes out. not even the back story, just the song itself. it's... shit, 'amazing' doesn't cut it.
    precipitateon June 05, 2005   Link
  • 0
    General CommentWhat the hell, These lyrics aren't even right.
    It's not With a vida vida scare, idiot it's Withavidavida screwer.
    xJadexon May 10, 2006   Link
  • 0
    General Commentthis is a hell of a sad song. no one should do that to themselves
    layne1012on May 26, 2006   Link
  • 0
    General CommentThis song is just fucked up. Him screaming and moaning. It's just really deep, John was just moaning, just a complete mind-trip, and it just fucks with you. Normally somebody would just shut this song off, but I just listen to it, and try to understand what the fuck is goin on in his head during the period of time where he was struggling with drugs, but obviously, I still don't get it. So damn painful yet interesting to listen to.

    He's definetly having mixed feelings that are heightened to the extreme about lost relationships, and him just slowly killing himself. I really don't feel sorry for John, I mean not really, he took the drugs in the first place, he had a supportive family, he had friends, but he just decided to go on drugs, but thank god the genius is alive.
    Wack_Stringson March 01, 2007   Link
  • 0
    General CommentWhoever tried to work out the lyrics to this one is brave... I agree with Ieatfoodokayguy that the lyrics aren't of great importance.. the emotion and desperation in his amazingly strange, strung out, tired, child-retard vocal stylings are all you need to get where he's at. When once asked to play it live he said "i wrote the song in new york. i can't remember how to play it. i was on drugs".

    However, i think i can fill in the blank in the lyrics - where it says 'drops into?' - I think he's saying "drops its head."
    Daveoon July 21, 2011   Link
  • 0
    General CommentI think when you have hi, im a boy and i know about him only i thin hes says i know about emily. im pretty sure because i listened to it pretty high. anyways, dont let that discredit my next point. I think john is just unbelievably wasted beyond his wits and is talking about fucked up situations within his family life while trying to mask his true feelings behind these grunts. but i think that capitilises on the emotion of it anyways, how much it is tearing up at him from the inside.
    zachineon March 14, 2013   Link

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