The first star I see may not be a star
We can't do a thing but wait so let's wait
For one more
And the time's such clumsy time
Deciding if it's time
I'm careful but not sure how it goes
You can lose yourself in your courage
When the time we have now ends,
When the big hand goes round again,
Can you still feel the butterflies?
Can you still hear the last goodnight?
And the mindless comfort grows
When I'm alone with my big plans
And this is what she said gets her through it
If I don't let myself be happy now then when?
If not now?
When the time we have now ends,
And when the big hand goes round again,
Can you still feel the butterflies?
Can you still hear the last goodnight?
I close my eyes and believe
That wherever you are, Angel
For when the time we have now ends
And when the big hand goes round again
Can you still feel the butterflies?
Can you still hear the last goodnight?


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    wow. this is an amazing song. i have been in love with it ever since the first time i've heard it...and i've only recently come to find meaning in the lyrics...i agree with whycantyoulearn, i think its post break up. "the first star i see may not be a star" implying that the first girl he finds that he can truly love, may not be the only. he can't do a thing but wait. she can't do a thing but wait....for another. i could go on about every line of the song forever, it's just so beautiful. the line that makes the song for me (actually two) are "Can you still feel the butterflies? Can you still hear the last goodnight?" They make me think about a recent relationship. I guess, if I could...those are the two things that I would like to ask her. thats what i get out of the song....

    pinkysqueakson January 12, 2002   Link

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