why do i set myself up again
knowing that i'm not him
hiding in the corners of my mind
in the shadows of disaster
that is where i play
that is where i dwell

chorus:
These are the darkest days of my life
these are the darkest shadows of my mind
these are the darkest thoughts i've had
like the sand of an hourglass
these are the darkest days of our lives

hiding in the shadows
flirting with self destruction
trying to find a light
to shine through to you
i want to tell you everything i'm feeling
i want to you feel me from the inside
to let you know i'm everything he is plus more
to show you i care just a little more

chorus

it is just a double tragedy
one for you and one for me
it's a tragedy you'll never see
it's a tragedy you'll never be with me
if only you could hear me out
if only you could see through my eyes


Lyrics submitted by EmoSingerX

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    This Song is sad, but I really love it.It really Brings out Emotions. "These are the darkest days of my life these are the darkest shadows of my mind" Brian Says that he Loves this song too...

    xoxEmoQtxoxon July 04, 2002   Link
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    This song is spifilicious. I really like it. I want to make out with it. It's so good. It really expresses mikey's emotions well. I wish I could write this good mike.

    roadie1on July 08, 2002   Link
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    This songs is about Tifa, before we went out. It was how much I wanted to be with her but she always went back to her ex and never gave me a chance, but finally she did sorta, cuz i never was given a real chance. No matter how much I love her nothing seems to get through.

    EmoSingerXon July 10, 2002   Link

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