What it wants is four more years
Moving tears of pain
Lost I go into your hiding room
You'll be lost to me

Walking in the sun
I'll never feel the light
Walking in the sun
I'll never feel

Why? Confusion haunts me still
My will can't reign
Lost I go into your hiding room
You'll be lost to me

Walking in the sun
I'll never feel the light
Walking in the sun
I'll know that I never feel
Walking in the sun
I never feel the light
Walking in my sun
I know that I never feel


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Sun song meanings
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    General CommentAmazing song...seems to be about being ...well...lost.Inside. I believe it morphed from Billy's song 'Death of a Mind' when he was in The Marked...not positive,but I'm fairly sure. Anyways,gorgeous song...really gives that sense of being clouded in fog and trying to find a way out, but being unable to...stumbling blindly in the darkness and being so very numb. Gorgeous.
    crimsoncrushedroseon December 04, 2004   Link
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    General CommentSupposedly, this song was first written when the Smashing Pumpkins formed. I can't find it anywhere, though...
    Cam-winon February 26, 2006   Link
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    General Commentyeah...very early song...i got a version that they played at the metro club in chicago(live,i guess)...its intitled Sun[cut]...the sound is not that good, but nonetheless is gives some shivers inside when I hear it...
    obviously the meaning is, as crimsoncrushedrose said, feeling empty and having no idea where to turn to, since something dark has happen to him
    ricardoborges123on August 04, 2006   Link
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    General Commentwhat album/ recording is this off? I cant find it anywhere.
    laura_laurenton December 02, 2007   Link
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    General CommentIt's off the The Smashing Pumpkins Demo Tape.
    This is one of my favorite pre-Gish demos.
    I agree with everyone's interpretation of the lyrics.

    I just think it's about when you are in a depressive state, you are lost and trying to find some purpose in your life because you feel so numb.
    FailedOpinionson May 01, 2012   Link
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    General CommentWasn't that hard to find.. I found both the live and the studio (recorded version) where the audio is just fine.. the guitar effect is amazing.. so haunting.. I love the lyric "Lost I go into your hiding room" Though I always thought he said "Must I go into your hiding room?" Which kinda gives it a even darker meaning and a little more depth..
    chinosomaon September 08, 2006   Link

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