This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
some of us belive halloween to be a celibration of Sam Hain
the festival of sulony
the only night of the year where the dead are givin a chance
to walk freely amongs the planet
some of you partake in wearing costumes
in trying to wear off these souls that have passed on
hoping you will be saved by the moon of all hallows-eve
but we have patiently waited for this very night of october 31st
to bring to u the wicked shit
it was halloween 85
im knocking on the door
but when it open it was creekin and his voice real low
and said "this is a special treat for you little guy
and if you eat it right now, you'll get another suprise"
im like "fuck it give it up, and let me eat it hurry up"
and by the time i went to swallow i was covered in blood
now hes laughing at me saying that the joke was been made
and the other suprise was inside it was a razor blade
now im chokin on my own blood,
i cant breath and i really wanna leave
but my soul's stuck
now im just another ghost in the house
and every halloween
im the unseen that trys to take you out
sure it seems a little crazy
but this is my day
and all you little boys n girls are going to pay
i gotta wait until my time comes once a year
until then im just a little boy that disapeared
I waited for halloween
so i can bug out, smoke out this lunatik
and rip your fucking throat out
I waited for halloween
because it feels right
full moon eluminate in the sky at night
(x2)
waited for halloween to make a bong
from that so called jack-o-lantern
we jacked from your front lawn
im feeling good now
and flying high
like a wicked fuckin witch
riding brooms through the night sky
but we dont trick for treats
we spit on beats
and smash mother fuckers
in the middle of they own sreets
give me my shit bitch, is my reply
or we brakin your jaw and swelling your eye tonight bitch
its all hallows-eve
tell me do you belive
in that costume you wearin
in attempt to decieve
"give me this mask!"
fuck u hidin from?
it aint not the mask i got beef with
its the punks thats inside of em
but we humanly patiently now waited forever to bring this
and my advise is lock your doors and mind ya buisness
(chorus x2)
i dont give a fuck
i paint it up every motha fuckin day
on the bridge, throwin buckets at the cars on the freeway
im smoking square snatchin heads instead of bags
living candles in your necks so i can light to take a drag
patiently waitin for the season to arive,
and when it does run for cover
because everybody suffers and dies
i make your body like a pumpkin seed
and pass it out like pieces of candy on hallow's eve
yo im a fuckin skitso
i got a ???
and im eating quarter bags of dorritos
a lunnatik wait
never said i was on the channel
everybody is but thats ok it dont matter
waited for halloween to get loose
and wrap a rope around your neck
and make the carnival noose
and watch you swing
terrified of everything
from the dark to the lyrics in the songs that we sing
(Hard 2 Understand Talking)
(chorus x2)
and whut about my poor brother's death
?? and snakes and spiders and giant space man and.....
ok ok, i hear whut your saying, go up there and ring that door bell
No, No, No (echoing)
the festival of sulony
the only night of the year where the dead are givin a chance
to walk freely amongs the planet
some of you partake in wearing costumes
in trying to wear off these souls that have passed on
hoping you will be saved by the moon of all hallows-eve
but we have patiently waited for this very night of october 31st
to bring to u the wicked shit
it was halloween 85
im knocking on the door
but when it open it was creekin and his voice real low
and said "this is a special treat for you little guy
and if you eat it right now, you'll get another suprise"
im like "fuck it give it up, and let me eat it hurry up"
and by the time i went to swallow i was covered in blood
now hes laughing at me saying that the joke was been made
and the other suprise was inside it was a razor blade
now im chokin on my own blood,
i cant breath and i really wanna leave
but my soul's stuck
now im just another ghost in the house
and every halloween
im the unseen that trys to take you out
sure it seems a little crazy
but this is my day
and all you little boys n girls are going to pay
i gotta wait until my time comes once a year
until then im just a little boy that disapeared
I waited for halloween
so i can bug out, smoke out this lunatik
and rip your fucking throat out
I waited for halloween
because it feels right
full moon eluminate in the sky at night
(x2)
waited for halloween to make a bong
from that so called jack-o-lantern
we jacked from your front lawn
im feeling good now
and flying high
like a wicked fuckin witch
riding brooms through the night sky
but we dont trick for treats
we spit on beats
and smash mother fuckers
in the middle of they own sreets
give me my shit bitch, is my reply
or we brakin your jaw and swelling your eye tonight bitch
its all hallows-eve
tell me do you belive
in that costume you wearin
in attempt to decieve
"give me this mask!"
fuck u hidin from?
it aint not the mask i got beef with
its the punks thats inside of em
but we humanly patiently now waited forever to bring this
and my advise is lock your doors and mind ya buisness
(chorus x2)
i dont give a fuck
i paint it up every motha fuckin day
on the bridge, throwin buckets at the cars on the freeway
im smoking square snatchin heads instead of bags
living candles in your necks so i can light to take a drag
patiently waitin for the season to arive,
and when it does run for cover
because everybody suffers and dies
i make your body like a pumpkin seed
and pass it out like pieces of candy on hallow's eve
yo im a fuckin skitso
i got a ???
and im eating quarter bags of dorritos
a lunnatik wait
never said i was on the channel
everybody is but thats ok it dont matter
waited for halloween to get loose
and wrap a rope around your neck
and make the carnival noose
and watch you swing
terrified of everything
from the dark to the lyrics in the songs that we sing
(Hard 2 Understand Talking)
(chorus x2)
and whut about my poor brother's death
?? and snakes and spiders and giant space man and.....
ok ok, i hear whut your saying, go up there and ring that door bell
No, No, No (echoing)
Lyrics submitted by MyAntiDrugIsSuicide
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