Jessica suicide takes me for a ride
I’m just a crazy one-armed man
Strange world, dead girl
Die each day or so you say it
How much death can one man stand?
How much death can one man stand?

I might broadcast your dull eyes
Breathless like you, I’m despised
And understand I just can’t
Help but stand up to the old lies
This time she’ll do it
Too late my bus is leaving
But I don’t care what you have planned
I don’t care what you have planned

Jessica suicide, never even tried
But I gave in to her demands
Death threats, regrets
Go ahead I heard all you’ve said
Cause bitter always becomes bland
Cause bitter always becomes bland
Cause bitter always becomes bland
Cause bitter always becomes bland
So scared to characterize
I’ve always known your cold eyes
And now I fully realize
I just can’t take this deadly surprise
This time she’ll do it
Too late my bus is leaving
I don’t care what she have planned
I don’t care what she have planned
Running on…
I don’t care what you have planned for me


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    i love this song, to me its a song about getting sick of being played by your girlfriend and deciding that getting out of it is the best way, and even knowing that she may go against you for more attention but you just don't care anymore as you now realise that ultimately only you are in control of your life. i think this piece should be released as its well capable of going to number 1. the songs a masterpiece, the guitar/piano/acoustic parts are simple but genius. i sometimes see it as the punk worlds bohemian rhapsody.

    Elliotton August 27, 2002   Link
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    General Comment

    this song gives me the boy who cried wolf vibe, except for in this story the village people or true victim(s) of such a selfish criminal escape are the ones left in grief. the author is trying to hide this all behind an "i-don't-care facade but it's obvious this so-called "deadly surprise" has taken it's toll on his heart / soul.

    detachedon September 01, 2002   Link
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    General Comment

    Again this is an Armchair Martian song. But it does have the sick and tired of being used and taken for granted feel. But musically it is a fuckin beautiful song.

    BadAstro83on September 04, 2002   Link
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    General Comment

    bad astronaut did a sooooo much better version dan armchair..

    craigsbrotheron September 17, 2002   Link
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    General Comment

    i had a friend, whose name actually was jessica, who was just like this. the thing about being the type of person who really wants to help others is you have a breaking point and eventually you reach it and then you hate the person who you were trying to help. so don't drain people, cos eventually they'll wear out and hate you and you will deserve it.

    battaryacidon October 27, 2004   Link
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    My Opinion

    this song has a great meaning i think.it is like loving someone ,give your heart definetely even you can die for her.but day by day things you did for her comes unimportant so when the time comes for her you have nothing left to do.you give up and go your own way though it s hard to not look back.

    Baristhejron November 02, 2009   Link

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