This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
Hey yo hey Batman
What's up Chris yo?
I know she's cheating on you
Yeah man
Don't worry about it do your thang
I don't know why she's tripping me
I do what I gotta do
I keep telling her a man's got to be a man
And when I'm through
I'll come home to you
Peep this out
Can't even hang around the crew
Cause she be tripping on you
Always explaining things to her
What are you gonna do?
(I don't know why she's tripping)
I don't know why she's tripping me
I do what I gotta do
I keep telling her a man's got to be a man
And when I'm through
I'll come home to you
Listen
Always complaining
I can't take none of this no more, oh
Caught in it constantly
Baby you're pushing me away
I don't know why she's tripping me
I do what I gotta do
I keep telling her a man's got to be a man
And when I'm through
I'll come home to you
I don't know why she's tripping me
I do what I gotta do
I keep telling her a man's got to be a man
And when I'm through
I'll come home to you
You didn't have to go there
Why you acting like that?
Just getting in my space
I promise I'mma keep ya laced
I got get this fedio
But do you hear me yo?
So we can lay in condos in Orlando
So let me chill with my niggas for a minute
When I get home, I'm going straight up in it
To win it and won't quit it
Tell me are you gonna deal with it?
If not you know what boo
I think we ought to split it
I don't know why she's tripping me
I do what I gotta do
I keep telling her a man's got to be a man
And when I'm through
I'll come home to you
What's up Chris yo?
I know she's cheating on you
Yeah man
Don't worry about it do your thang
I don't know why she's tripping me
I do what I gotta do
I keep telling her a man's got to be a man
And when I'm through
I'll come home to you
Peep this out
Can't even hang around the crew
Cause she be tripping on you
Always explaining things to her
What are you gonna do?
(I don't know why she's tripping)
I don't know why she's tripping me
I do what I gotta do
I keep telling her a man's got to be a man
And when I'm through
I'll come home to you
Listen
Always complaining
I can't take none of this no more, oh
Caught in it constantly
Baby you're pushing me away
I don't know why she's tripping me
I do what I gotta do
I keep telling her a man's got to be a man
And when I'm through
I'll come home to you
I don't know why she's tripping me
I do what I gotta do
I keep telling her a man's got to be a man
And when I'm through
I'll come home to you
You didn't have to go there
Why you acting like that?
Just getting in my space
I promise I'mma keep ya laced
I got get this fedio
But do you hear me yo?
So we can lay in condos in Orlando
So let me chill with my niggas for a minute
When I get home, I'm going straight up in it
To win it and won't quit it
Tell me are you gonna deal with it?
If not you know what boo
I think we ought to split it
I don't know why she's tripping me
I do what I gotta do
I keep telling her a man's got to be a man
And when I'm through
I'll come home to you
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