a boy spits on the Berlin wall
even if it comes down now, not a single thing can change

when I remembered obstinately, I closed myself off
with my singing as my only support...

I don't want to become Edward H. Gein
Sid Vicious & Nancy, where can I meet you?

in my heart I have no voice even in my heart my song is lost quietly I wait for you
I cannot reach as far as you I cannot reach I cannot find your voice

when you gently hold out your hand, I cannot accept it

in my heart I have no voice even in my heart my song is lost quietly I wait for you
yearning dreaming loving in love with love the dream will end, Sid's dream


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    General CommentKyo said that the lyrics aren't supposed ot mean anything, its the overall theme of the song thats important, something about him wanting to rip down the Sid Vicious & Nancy image of Sex Drugs & rock n' Roll
    Sephyon August 18, 2005   Link
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    General CommentMan i love this! especially 5 Ugly Kingdom Live Jessica!! Theyre all SO happy, Kyo is smiling so much aww!!!
    jrockisloveon April 08, 2006   Link
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    General CommentI love the lyrics to this song. Although Kyo says there's no meaning to the lyrics, there's definitely something here he's trying to express. Did Kyo say that the theme of the song was about ripping down the sid vicious/nancy image? Because, I feel like it's a song expressing Kyo's insecurities. I thought the Sid Vicious and Nancy statement was actually about Kyo asking for their help or guidance, for their strong, undying love for the issues they fight against (in this case, it seems to be fascism due to the Berlin Wall statement in the beginning). But when Kyo says he can't accept their hand, Kyo has come to a conclusion that he's not them. He's himself. I don't see any kind of negative tone against Sid Vicious here. I always thought Kyo had tremendous respect for the man. This is the vibe I get when I read the lyrics. It seems like a stretch but I get that vibe. One question...what does Edward H. Gein have to do with anything? Wasn't he some kind of child molester?

    I love the lives for this song too. The energy for this song that the band gives off is mad. I love it!
    deppenpointeon April 15, 2006   Link
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    General CommentNah Gein was one of my favorites. He was a guy that was what you could call "socially retarded." He took the skin off corpses and made furniture from it, and even wore the skin of dead women. I find the whole furniture thing to be quite interesting actually.
    killswitch916on June 22, 2006   Link
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    General CommentMy sisters name is Jessica I know that has nothing to do with the song but when ever I hear it I think of her.
    sexymonk-eon July 08, 2006   Link
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    General CommentThis song was written about me.
    kkraveyon August 20, 2006   Link
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    General CommentExcept no. It was written as a stylistic song to portray sid and nancy. Kyo has said he thinds them to be total idiots, though.

    Kaoru chose the title because he "liked the name Jessica"
    kkraveyon August 20, 2006   Link
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    General CommentKyo accually means Ed Gein, doesn´t he?
    But I don't understand, why he writes: edward H gein
    because the full name of him was Edward Theodor Gein, well that's what wikipedia says.
    Serpentiaon October 11, 2006   Link
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    General CommentWikipedia is written by anyone, i can go write a wikipedia page and not know fucking anything.
    This song is fucking happy and makes me happy.
    AveragePsychoon April 26, 2007   Link
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    General CommentI am sure that Theodore is his middle name, though, I have an encyclopedia of serial killers, which I do not have in my possession at the moment, to confirm. Psycho was based off of Gein, as well as many other psycho-horror stories, and films.

    As for the overall theme, it does seem to be about an immense insecurity and fear. It could be that the fear and insecurity are theme of the song, and the meaningless lyrics Kyo speaks of are Sid and Nancy, and Berlin Wall, perhaps?
    BurningCodeon September 06, 2008   Link

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