君と二人で歩いた
あの頃の道は無くて
それでもずっと歩いた
何時か君と会えるのかな

なだらかな丘の上
緩やかに雪が降る
届かないと解っても
君の部屋に一輪
大好きだった花を今

去年最後の雪の日
堅く交わした約束
思い出せば溶け出し
掌から零れて

なだらかな丘の上
緩やかに雪が降る
届かないと解っても
君の部屋に一輪
大好きだった花を今

窓辺に一人きりで
只雪を見つめてる
君を思い出しながら
硝子越しに君を
浮かべ最後の口付けして

ねぇ 笑ってよ
もう泣かないで
ここからずっと
貴方を見ているわ

なだらかな丘の上
緩やかに雪が降る
届かないと解っても
君の部屋に一輪
大好きだった花を今

明かりは 静かに
白く染め行く街の中
君が見た 最後の季節色
涙を 落とした
現実とは残酷だね
君が見た 最後の季節色

四季と君の色
やがて消えるだろう
雪は溶けて 街角に花が咲き
君が見た "色彩は" そっと溶けてゆく

今年最後の雪の日


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Ain't Afraid To Die Lyrics as written by Kyou Dir En Grey

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    General Comment

    Why the hell hasn't anyone commented on this song?

    It doesn't matter what mood I'm in... this song always makes me cry. It's so beautiful... the piano and the emotion Kyo puts into his voice is just amazing. I love this song.

    Mizerable_Vanillaon April 24, 2003   Link
  • +1
    General Comment

    This song was so beautifully written, and so elegantly played out. This showed what Kyo could honestly do with his voice. How far he can actually stretch it to make different sounds. Plus, he added such emphasis to many of the important words. Regardless of what anyone says, it was an absolutely astounding piece of work. The piano was incredible, as was the PV for this song. I think that this is indeed a song that was unexpected from Diru, but definitely much appreciated.

    DeathsComforton March 11, 2008   Link
  • +1
    General Comment

    I love these lyrics, they are very poetic and atmospheric.

    Tenthsageon August 03, 2011   Link
  • 0
    General Comment

    I agree with Mizerable_Vanilla. I think this song is truly a piece of work. I don't think I really have ever heard such a heart touching song such as "Ain't afraid to Die"...And when they die...I think I will only listen to this song...

    artemesiaon April 28, 2003   Link
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    General Comment

    T.T I love how Kyo sounded in this too!! It's such a beautiful song!! I personally think this song was about what someone saw or felt as they died. The PV was stunning. 7 1/2 minutes of beauty. Still, it was creepy how Kyo had his mouth sealed for the first half of the song... o.O oh hey, that's just the way he is though...

    sigh I wuv my Kyo...

    NanakiBHon June 22, 2003   Link
  • 0
    General Comment

    It's a sad song about somebody who died and the video is superb. Kyo had this very beautiful mournful voice.

    Roshieruon June 29, 2003   Link
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    cries this is sooo beoutifool. I mean kyo is a scary but cute little so&so, and this song always makes me want to cry. I want to find the piano score now. The vid was really good, and althoug its not as boring as I would have illustrated the song, it is still wonderfool. runs off crying

    Strange_Childon July 01, 2003   Link
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    cries this is sooo beoutifool. I mean kyo is a scary but cute little so&so, and this song always makes me want to cry. I want to find the piano score now. The vid was really good, and althoug its not as boring as I would have illustrated the song, it is still wonderfool. runs off crying

    Strange_Childon July 01, 2003   Link
  • 0
    General Comment

    this song makes me sob like a little pansy schoolgirl, especially if I'm already in a sad mood. the children singing in the background... >_< aw man.

    avarchielon April 08, 2004   Link
  • 0
    General Comment

    cries so beautiful...

    kawaii_mi-chanon October 17, 2004   Link

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