This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
Bury me softly in this womb
I give this part of me for you
Sand rains down and here I sit
Holding rare flowers
In a tomb, in bloom
Down in a hole and I don't know if I can be saved
See my heart I decorate it like a grave
You don't understand who they thought
I was supposed to be
Look at me now a man
Who won't let himself be
Down in a hole, feelin' so small
Down in a hole, losin' my soul
I'd like to fly, but my wings have been so denied
Down in a hole and they've put all the stones in their place
I've eaten the sun so my tongue
Has been burned of the taste
I have been guilty of kicking myself in the teeth
I will speak no more of my feelings beneath
Down in a hole, feelin' so small
Down in a hole, losin' my soul
I'd like to fly but my wings have been so denied
Bury me softly in this womb
Oh I want to be inside of you
I give this part of me for you
Oh I want to be inside of you
Sand rains down and here I sit
Holding rare flowers in a tomb (oh I want to be inside of you)
Oh I want to be inside
Down in a hole, feelin' so small
Down in a hole, losin' my soul
Down in a hole, feelin' so small
Down in a hole, outta control
I'd like to fly but my wings have been so denied
I give this part of me for you
Sand rains down and here I sit
Holding rare flowers
In a tomb, in bloom
Down in a hole and I don't know if I can be saved
See my heart I decorate it like a grave
You don't understand who they thought
I was supposed to be
Look at me now a man
Who won't let himself be
Down in a hole, feelin' so small
Down in a hole, losin' my soul
I'd like to fly, but my wings have been so denied
Down in a hole and they've put all the stones in their place
I've eaten the sun so my tongue
Has been burned of the taste
I have been guilty of kicking myself in the teeth
I will speak no more of my feelings beneath
Down in a hole, feelin' so small
Down in a hole, losin' my soul
I'd like to fly but my wings have been so denied
Bury me softly in this womb
Oh I want to be inside of you
I give this part of me for you
Oh I want to be inside of you
Sand rains down and here I sit
Holding rare flowers in a tomb (oh I want to be inside of you)
Oh I want to be inside
Down in a hole, feelin' so small
Down in a hole, losin' my soul
Down in a hole, feelin' so small
Down in a hole, outta control
I'd like to fly but my wings have been so denied
Lyrics submitted by Ice, edited by virtuallypainless, hbabe65, 50tbt, kurtstaley
Down In A Hole Lyrics as written by Jerry Cantrell
Lyrics © ROUND HILL CARLIN, LLC
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Yes, obviously about addcition.
"It's to my long-time love. It's the reality of my life, the path I've chosen and in a weird way it kind of foretold where we are right now. It's hard for us both to understand.. that this life is not conducive to much success with long term relationships." Cantrell, who wrote this. NOT Staley.
It's about a relationship, obviously. He's comparing the relationship to a tomb, but a pretty one. Human desire to escape and to survive. The verse ending with "I will speak no more of my feelings beneath" seems to be the proper way to argue with women. Just shutting up.
"You don't know who they thought I was supposed to be" They being his friends, expecting him to party all night and fuck everyone, perhaps, something he had to give up. The line "Oh I want to be inside of you," could either refer to him wanting to be with her, or the urge to fuck that caused them to start dating in the first place, and a want for things to be like that again.
Honestly, how the Hell is it OBVIOUSLY about addiction? I've seen that mentioned about most AiC songs here, yet rarely with any sort of back-up.
One huge mistake.."you dont understand who they thot i was supposed to be"...i dont think this one is only about addiction...it can be applied in many other areas of his life...imho
i THINK IS A SONG ABOUT A BROKEN LOVE. May be a non corresponded love, and an announcement of suicide, beacause the love that he wants doesn´t want him or even understand him. He gave the most precious that he had but she didn´t appreciated it. He still wants her, but she can´t have her, he never flied with her....is a really sad song. That´s the way I understand it. Indescribable sad and lonely....
I like your thoughts on the song but I think it is about drug addiction as well. Love is a lot like drug addiction. I think the verse "I will speak no more of my feelings beneath" is because he uses the drugs to run away and escape from the reality of the pain he feels. Really sad way to live...and the more they feel this pain, the more they do more drugs to escape it and it eventually leads to their demise.
@Blind Opius <br /> its a fact that u are wrong,,cantrell was interviewed about this song..it has nothing to do with layne or drugs..its about his greatest female love and alll the things u suffer in a relationship..anger, jealousy, loss etc
This song has nothing to do with addiction. I have no idea why, but people tend to find ridiculous ways to try and link lyrics with addiction simply because the writer was an addict. This has to do with the loss of a loved one, whether it be through an actual death or a perceived death. This man feels dead inside at the loss of his loved one. He's standing at the grave site holding onto rare flowers, waiting to throw them on top of her casket before they start shoveling the dirt on top of her. But...he feels like he's down there with her, dead..only longing to be buried in the tomb with her. He feels that the tomb would actually be a womb. Buried with her, he feels that he could actually bloom, that they could bloom...like seeds being planted.
When he talks about eating the sun, she was his sun...he's feeling guilty of devouring every bit of her beauty. She was everything to him, his entire happiness. Once you lose a happiness like that, there's no way of tasting it again...that's how much she meant to him.
@DeborahJean <br /> wrong,,this song is about one of jerry cantrells greatest loves of his life...its about anger, jealousy, regret and all the things u suffer in a crazy relationship,,but u are right it has nothing to do with layne staley or drugs,,cantrell was interviewd and quoted about this song..i heard it on sirius xm
@kurtstaley any link to said quote or anything? That would be cool to transcribe here.
To me it's about a man who gives up in life. This man speaks from a grave, where he sits and watches how people throws sand over him. People brings him "strange" flowers and he doesn't understand why, maybe because he feels he let them down with what he became.
Why people brings me flowers, if they didn't like what I became?
And maybe the girl he loves is there and he says he would love to be with her
"Bury me softly in this womb I give this part of me for you Sand rains down and here I sit Holding rare flowers In a tomb...in bloom"
Leave me here alone, buried underground. just keep the good memories. Sand is falling over me (like being buried alive) Holding the flowers that people brought I'm in a tomb (where I speak from)
"Down in a hole and I don't know if I can be saved See my heart I decorate it like a grave You don't understand who they Thought I was supposed to be Look at me now a man Who won't let himself be"
In a grave (where I am), maybe I could be saved, but i don't know really. Don't care either. Look at my heart, I decorated it (maybe with other people expectations) so they remember me. You won't understand what they wanted me to be. Look at me, grown up, old. A man who is not what he wanted to be, and now it's too late.
"Down in a hole, feelin' so small Down in a hole, losin' my soul I'd like to fly, But my wings have been so denied"
In the grave, feeling like I became nothing In the grave, letting my life go, maybe dying. Giving up. I'd like to be another/happy/free/me. But they didn't let me.
"Down in a hole and they've put all The stones in their place I've eaten the sun so my tongue Has been burned of the taste I have been guilty Of kicking myself in the teeth I will speak no more of my feelings beneath"
In the grave, they already buried me and left, they gave up. So many times I was/did what i wanted to, but had to swallow the moment to not dissapoint them. It even hurted me. I am guilty of letting them do this to me. I won't say anything else about what i feel or think.
"Down in a hole, feelin' so small Down in a hole, losin' my soul I'd like to fly, But my wings have been so denied"
In the grave, feeling like I became nothing In the grave, letting my life go, maybe dying. Giving up. I'd like to be another/happy/free/me. But they didn't let me.
"Bury me softly in this womb Oh I want to be inside of you I give this part of me for you Oh I want to be inside of you Sand rains down and here I sit Holding rare flowers (Oh I want to be inside of you) In a tomb...in bloom Oh I want to be inside..."
Put me kindly in the tomb, I'd love to be inside of you, as a good memory, or maybe as a "normal" couple I leave the good parts of me to you. I'd love to be inside of you The sand falls all over me as I watch you bury me. With this strange flowers people brought, don't know why. In the grave. Oh!, I'd love to be with you.
I believe this song is about his relationship with heroin. It is known as the " jealous lover". You have to give most of yourself to the drug as an addict. You can not have your life more than 8 hours without it or the sickness comes. It keeps you from being and doing the things you once thought of as hopes and dreams. As you become a slave to it, you know and feel your doom but feel helpless to fight it. It very much becomes who you are and you accept it. There is another saying that heroin addicts say. Its "live by the needle. Die by the needle." I was a heroin addict for 8 years. This song always touches me because I personally understand the struggles with that addiction. I made it out of that hole. Bless his heart , he didn't and he knew he wasn't. This song always reminds me of what I went through and gives me strength today. It doesn't matter if Cantrell wrote it, You can tell a lot about a person by who they are or hang around with. I believe they all had issues with addictions. I do not believe that there is a golden boy in that band!
very well said...
@Angeliaxoxo Yes I agree with this version was myself in the hole for 13 years.
@Angeliaxoxo Yes I agree with this version was myself in the hole for 13 years. And the womb is not a women's, but the warm feeling of the drug which surrounds you.
It hurts so much to listen to AIC songs like this one. Down in a hole, Nutshell, and Rotten Apple seem to foreshadow his death, and it just makes me cry to hear them. This is a great song (one of my personal favorites), but it bears so many hurtful feelings that I can hardly tolerate to listen to Layne's haunting vocals and lyrics.
Not to be crude or anything, PoPn152, but Hendrix died of suffocation due to inhalation of vomit. Not to take away from your point though...it's a tragic thing.
True, but even deaths like Hendrix's and Cobain's could be attributed to drugs or the drug lifestyle.
A lot of talk about Hendrix, but he also had Hoon in the mix too. Shannon Hoon from Blind Melon died of a cocaine overdose. There was speculation regarding which drug he overdosed on....but if you go to their official web page it says that the autopsy reported a cocaine overdose. Also, check out VH1 behind the music.
This is possibly the most somber song in the history of mankind.
It seems to me like he's put himslf in a situation he can't get out of and he now regrets it. He says he's down in a hole and talks of being burried but he also says "I like to fly but my wings have been so denied" So it's like he's trying to make it better but he's just to far down!
This is my fav song by AIC. RIP Layne you are truly missed...