This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
I walk by, I fall down
For warm black tar forms balls
And black tar baby
I'm in a lime house *4
Fall..., stay for good
Oh live and live and live in the dark baby
Tar baby
I'm in a lime house *8
For warm black tar forms balls
And black tar baby
I'm in a lime house *4
Fall..., stay for good
Oh live and live and live in the dark baby
Tar baby
I'm in a lime house *8
Lyrics submitted by thegreenquetzal
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Well, it may sound stupid, but Kim might have been talking about Kelley's heroin addiction. Black Tar is a type of heroin and falling over and not getting up is like an OD.
Simple but great song, its about an opium trip.
It was actually ballsy of her to write this because she so clearly says "tar baby" in a couple of lines. But, yeah, clearly a play on words and the song is about heroin use. No idea what a "lime house" is supposed to mean.
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Black Tar baby!
it is definitely about relapse and the tar is black tar heroin. as said before the lime house is probably the drug house she frequented. if you have been through recovery you are familiar with the story "Autobiography in 5 Short Chapters" by Portia Nelson. the first verse of this song is a play on that story. i walk down the street and fall down...in Portia's story she falls in a hole over and over symbolizing relapse(to an addict but can have a broader meaning as well) since for addicts the hole symbolizes relapse it is clear then the meaning in the song when she says "i walk by(probably the lime house), i fall down for for warm black tar forms balls and black tar baby"(the lime house and heroin is her hole)...next thing she knows she is back in the lime house using again. in portia's story this happens repeatedly until she realizes she needs to walk down a different street