| James Blunt – Goodbye My Lover Lyrics | 14 years ago |
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in the video, at the end the girl is on her bed alone and looking at her right, thinking about her lover. i had a boyfriend, i'm not sure if i can call him a boyfriend cause we met online and we shared our vids, photos etc but never had the chance to meet in real life. it may sound ridicilous to some of you, the idea of loving someone you couldn't touch or look in the eye but it was for real. we were together for 5 months, talking everyday and sharing every feeling we got. one day he told me that he had a confession. he said that kissed a girl cause i wasn't around, it happened suddenly, it was hard to stay still for 5 months without even holding my hand, bla bla bla. a week after breaking up that girl and him started to date. that's the time i started crying. until then i wasn't feeling any pain, maybe it was because i could never kiss him, eventually i didn't feel like he cheated on me. but when i realized he could actually like or love someone else.. my heart began to hurt. it's been a year since we broke up, their relation lasted for 2 months, now he texts me everyday and says that he loves me, he always did. i know it's bullshit. i know i can't give my heart to him again. it still hurts. it's still recovering. of course i knew the song but i watched the video for the first time. i feel like i'm gonna faint. we used to imagine each other near us before going to sleep, last night he said "i'm on the left, just sleep on the right side and think like i'm holding you, good night baby, i love you." i watched the video for 5 times, just to see the girl at the end. just to see how i look when i'm reaching out to my left like i'm going to find him. why is love so difficult? why can't we be like animals, why does it have to end somehow? why can love take you soo much higher and at the same time bring you down when there's nobody to catch you? sorry guys, i wrote a lot of irrelevant stuff but i couldn't keep myself from writing. |
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