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Home, Like No Place Is There

Just some songs that I listen to and like. My music taste is a mix up and not just one genre. Most of the songs are just based on how I feel. I deleted one that I made called "I love you, so I made you this mixtape", because it was for my ex boyfriend about how much I miss and love him. Turns out, he never wanted me in the first place. He said he did and that one day he wants us to get back together again soon and every time I'd ask if we were ever gonna get back together, it was always "hopefully". It made me feel like he was really gonna take me back. Until he messaged me saying "If I wanted you back, I would've taken you back a long time ago." He messed with my heart and my head. So once he messaged me that, I signed on here asap and deleted it as fast as I could because it meant nothing and it took me weeks to figure out songs I should put there. I also deleted the other one because I just felt like nothing mattered anymore... But I thought again. Music matters to me still. I'll just make my own mixtape and it won't be for anyone but me. The music that makes ME happy. I'm tired of making others happy all the time because it takes away my happiness also. But music makes me happy. Music won't ever leave or make me cry for months. So why not make my own? This is why I made this mixtape and this is the meaning of it and I hope you enjoy!