by Bellabel2603 on December 19, 2014
I know this is suppose to be a journal, but I can write just about anything I want in them, it is mine. Sounds greeded, but I like to share whats in my head and sometimes talking doesn't help much because I can't arrange the sentences properly, mostly and I people always say my english is not that good, especially my grammar. But even the greatest author in the world had help.
A lot of you will wonder, why did I jump to Part 5 of Chapter 2 when I didn't even post Chapter 1? Well just bare with me, if this is really good and you all want me to start from Chapter 1, let me know. Tho, may I just apologize in advance if my spellings is wrong and my grammar or whatever is wrong. Hope you all enjoy.
Chapter 2 (Part 5) - Alone with him
It was quiet outside, the wind blow in like the sound of someone woo-ing, but it's not even night and the light from the sun just peek into the curtains of his window. I can hear him breathing as I lay my head on his chest, I can hear how his blood flow as he takes his breathe and the sound of his heart beats never stop to amaze me. I always have hard times sleeping because I'm traumatize on how one day I might not wake up with him beside me.
Playing with his fingertips, slowly I move my hand toward his cheeks - soft - He woke up as I continue rubbing my hands on his cheeks - slowly & softly - He smiles, he blush everytime I do it to him. His eyes, the way he looks into mine just moves me and freeze me. The only man who I love, who's the only one able to make me feel like I'm filled, complete and love.
As we keep staring in each others eyes, everything seems to disappear like the world was just behind us, leaving only me and him together in this small room. We begin to hold hands, we begin to wonder, we begin to breathe together and we slowly move to kiss each other. How can one explain how it feels when kissing? Well, how can one explain being kiss by their soulmate? Unexplain and I let it be, we just let the feelings go on as we kiss and hold each other hands.
The phone ring and the sound of the clock begin to be heard, we both know its time to go - go on our separate ways - different path, different directions - back to reality. Even we spend just a few hours together, but it seems like we spend more than months together in this room. This feeling we have, we could not let it go. It really is true love. But then, we have to go. What we hope and wish is to be back together again - only prayers and faith can decide as we already tried and yet we will always try.
"Is it alright my love, to just stay for a few more hours? Make excuse, say anything, say you will stay."
"I wish I can my heart, but what can I say to them. We will meet again, have faith because I will never stop trying."
"I will wait." He sheds a tear.
Only god knows the feeling we have for each other - true and pure - yet we are apart. The tear that he shed, will always imprint in my heart and mind as how he said his love, how he touch and kiss my lips. Let me be strong again to carry and move forward with another uncountable few hours, days, weeks, months without seeing him.
End of part 5
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